Saying goodbye...

I’ve never wanted to say goodbye because it’s easier to pack up and leave than to look someone in the eyes to tell them that you are leaving and never coming back. 

I rather pack up my things and leave. I rather run the other way as if I didn’t see you but little did you know that I was looking at you one last time without you realizing it. 

Little do you know that I memorized this last time in my head from the way you touch your face and to the way your eyes wandered in the room. 

You think I walked away like a cold hearted girl but I had to go before you saw those tears running down my face. 

I had to go before I spill my heart out. 

I had to go before I make you stay when I know that you have to leave and it would’ve been selfish of me to keep you from following your dream. 

I decided to walk away from you just so you can live your life fully because I don’t want to stand in your way. 

I would hate to be the reason why you didn’t turn out to be who you wanted to be all because you had me.