Unpredicted Offer

I wish it wasn’t true. 

I was willing to give it all up. 

I was willing to stay and listen.

Here I am learning that you found something else.

I don’t think it’s better than what I was offering.

Is it true?

Are you willing to take it ?

Are you forgetting what could’ve happen if you didn’t accept that offer?

What if you took mine instead, would you take that chance?

Excuse me we’ve never even talked about it.

Have you at least think about it?

I thought about it so much that little by little I started to make it my reality.

It mattered to me. 

Doesn’t matter now that I feel like an idiot because you gave it up. 

It hurts. 

I wish it didn’t.

I wish you could tell me that it’s a lie.

I’m afraid of what I might find. 

So I’m going to leave it here

Tonight. 

We not going to talk about it again.