my experience.

I went on a date recently and at first it was going great until more things happened which I will not touch on but no we didn't sleep together! I am a Christian and I want to wait until marriage; I always say that here even when I wasn't living my life as true Christian that was one of the sins I never wanted to commit. 

I just can't imagine sleeping with someone I don't see a future with someone who's not going to be there in the morning to hold me or to even take care of me? that would be the worse and I would never recover from that. My thing is I talk here about women empowerment, and I always coach some girls I know on what not to do on dates, yet I went against some of my morals. I hate being with someone who makes me bend my morals! even though it might be fun and exciting in the moment but then my heart would be broken! I will feel so bad after. I never want to do more than I can handle because my mental health is shaky... if I feel soooo ashamed I might do the unthinkable, I like being able to look at myself in the Mirror.