Something terrible happened this weekend.

One of my babies passed away recently, I am still recovering and mourning. There were no signs of illness or any warning signs that would indicate that something was wrong. Selie was just 9 months old, she was thriving, and she even gained weight. the only thing that was weird is that she was sneezing a lot but nothing else. She was sooo pretty and she was always with Pixie. I have been crying nonstop. I miss my baby girl so much, and Pixie is devastated. He misses his little sister, Archie was not close to her, but I can tell he's a little sad. She had a sudden heart attack and died at 3 am... she has been next to me a lot those past weeks. On Saturday she was laying on me... I did get to say goodbye but that's not enough I still miss her. Every time I see a cat with tiger stripes, I think of her... my sweet little angel is gone. oh Jehovah please heal my heart and take the pain away...

Billie Eilish.

I wasn’t going to talk about this I was just going to wait for her album that’s coming out soon to share my opinions about the album but I have to talk about it because every time Billie is dropping a new album she always has to give an interview with controversial topics but this time she is degrading herself! 

I thought we were better than this but I guess not! Billie made an interview talking about how she found out she was bisexual and how she’s shocked that the whole world didn’t already know. Girl who cares about who you choose to sleep with!? Just drop the album we don’t care about all that. Then she proceeded to talk about her sex life and I was just disgusted! Like noooo Billie I thought we were better than this! I used to love her vanity fair interview that she does every year! It showed how she is growing as an artist and she would open up about her mental health. I love those little interview but this new era of women sexualizing themselves every time they are trying to prove themselves is just not for me. Like girl privacy !? Hello 

At this point just drop the album already no one cares. 

I feel really awful!

I feel sick.