Hey there.
I have a lot of things going on that I cannot talk about until I am sure about them but if there's one thing that I can talk about is some boring parts of my life. Like how as an introvert I don't particularly make new friends, I do talk to everyone and I can be quite charming when I let all my polite manners show. I can say that most extroverts just keep trying to talk to me and kept on inviting me to events that I mostly decline but they don't care that I don't participate in anything they just like me and adopt me as their friends lol. There are some people that I really wanted to be friends with and maybe I did make an effort to be their friend but to be honest, in the beginning, I am always running away and trying to keep things private but eventually, I learn to trust them but some of them have made me regret trusting them. I don't regret knowing all the people that I've met even if they hurt me, there is no bad blood, and the experience has only made me stronger and freed me from the naive little girl that I once was. So thank you.
ps. I am the most loyal human being that I know (and I observe everyone) but if I leave know that I left for my well-being, my sanity, and my happiness not for someone else.