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2020-05-31T02:00:06+02:00

answering questions.

Publié par Gaelle.R
  • what is one thing I cannot live without?

my mom and my phone lol. (I know that's 2 but my mom is not really a "thing" but needless to say, I cannot see myself living without her.)

  • what do I like to do for fun?

honestly, I am not sure exactly what it is anymore but if it brings a smile to my face or it makes me laugh then I like it.

  • favorite show?

all American.

  • favorite movie?

molly's game on netflix.

  • heels or sneakers?

both.

  • am I dating?

lol this question keeps popping up, no I am not dating anyone at the moment; I am in the process of falling in love with myself all over again.

  • what do I think cheating is?

texting another girl, talking, face timing, touching, kissing, looking, breathing ... everything lol if I'm with you don't bring another girl cause imma leave you and I am not coming back and that's on what? : PERIOD.

  • will I forgive someone for cheating?

UHM no I will not. I mean I will forgive you and move on because I won't hold a grudge for anyone but I will not take you back. I think cheating is a form of disrespect and dishonesty like the person really broke your trust.

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2020-05-30T04:21:57+02:00

hey there,

Publié par Gaelle.R

A lot of things are happening in the country and I am just tired of it all, on top of this pandemic there's also police brutality going on it's like being black is suddenly a curse. I said "suddenly" actually it's been going on and I am beyond mad about it. Only God can bring peace to this world. 

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2020-05-26T07:25:49+02:00

catching up.

Publié par Gaelle.R

I am doing good. I am very grateful to be alive today because I have been sick and it was scary. I was tested positive for the coronavirus and at first I was paranoid to the point that came on here and tell you about my job and all about it; something that I don't normally do because I am private like that lol. I am trying to open to more people and help them to understand me but it is not easy, I have been criticized, examined and misjudge for stupid things. Even though a lot of people still don't understand me or my character I am willing to stay true to myself...someone better will always come along.

How did I feel?

when I was working with the infected patients at my job I felt a bit paranoid because I am still new in healthcare but I was excited to help and learn more. I am proud of that experience and I've learned how  to work with extremely contagious patients. I am not going to lie I was scared because I did not want to get sick. I did, and I was paranoid...I took a lot of home remedies. I remained in quarantine, I didn't go outside I felt lonely, sad and at times it was very hard. sadly when I am going through hard times I stay away from everyone (which is bad and you shouldn't do that) I am learning to look for help and to accept the help. Emotionally I am doing much better I don't really open up about it to anyone.

avoiding?

ever since the quarantine started I have been on ghost mode, it's not because I don't want friends. I do but I was dealing with a lot and I was fighting to stay strong and I am still fighting...last year I would've broke but this year with the help of Jehovah I find myself being stronger and better...I am happy that I went back to build my relationship with God...All I ever known before I went back was depression, panic attack,anxiety, the need to cut everyone off because I can't trust them, trust issues... I am glad that I am not dealing with all of that thanks to God.

 

 

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2020-05-22T06:36:46+02:00

hey there

Publié par Gaelle.R

I am doing quite alright, how is everyone doing? 

At the moment I am tying to keep my life peaceful while trying to stay healthy. I want everything to go back to normal and I want this virus to be over. I think we are all tired of it. I just want things to stop getting worse. I hope that everyone is being safe out here because this virus is real.

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2020-05-11T22:35:57+02:00

checking in.

Publié par Gaelle.R

How is everyone doing? I am doing okay, as I said last week that I was tested positive for the coronavirus it has not been 14 days yet, I am doing okay except for occasional headaches. Besides all of that I have been staying to myself not only because I am contagious but because I just don't feel like socializing, a lot of things have made me feel like I should just take this time to reflect on myself.

I love those friends that keep on checking on me they could be miles away and frankly it wouldn't be much of a surprise if they stopped checking on me but they do it anyway, I love that because they don't have to yet they still do it because they want to. Meanwhile I have encounter people who are less than 2 minutes away from me who wouldn't even call, text or even talk to me.... I don't hold a grudge, I welcome everyone and to be honest I don't really have time to waste I am just focusing on my health and my immune system at the moment.

 

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2020-05-08T05:31:43+02:00

currently.

Publié par Gaelle.R

Hey there, 

how am I doing? well I probably still have the virus in my system it's been a week since I got tested, i'm in quarantine for another week. So next week I am going to get tested again. Hopefully it will be gone by then. I took it like a champ, when I say I'm strong I mean it. I could be dying in my last day and I would still be out there saying"i'm good" I would still go to school lol while dying omg I cannot believe how strong I was until now. People have been calling me saying oh My God you're really sick ? and I am like yeah I am and they're like oh my God you're too young to die and I'm over there smiling like no i'm not dying the doc just told me I'm sick and contagious but it's not like i'm dying. I even laugh at my own self like why shouldn't I? I just can't be stressed right now, if i'm dying I would rather die happy than stressed. I am feeling better and to be honest I did not feel like I was about to die but I was scared and I am still scared, I just want to this be out of my system forever.

 

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2020-05-05T18:11:52+02:00

currently.

Publié par Gaelle.R

I just feel super annoyed today, I am not sure why. I want to hear good news...I don't want bad news.

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2020-05-04T17:08:53+02:00

currently.

Publié par Gaelle.R

BREAKING NEWS ! BREAKING NEWS ! wow this make me think of a Drake song ...

but anyway turns out I have coronavirus. I still cannot believe it but I am doing good because I never had any health issues thank God. Physically I feel really weak like if you push me with one finger I would fall but the worse thing is when I lay down my head keep on turning as if I am in a rollercoaster, I hate laying down. My head feels so heavy at times...I don't have any shortness of breath but I am isolated from everyone and my roommate too  just to be safe because we don't know if I gave it to her, hopefully not. Am I scared? hell yes ! but I try not to think about the worse thing that could happen... I feel like I have a cold you know, I am still able to eat but some people told me not to eat too much meat and to eat healthy so I can still keep my immune system strong so I can beat this, It might be hard for my digestive system to digest red meat at the moment. 

Mentally... I am okay but I am fully aware that I can get bad at any moment because of my history with (a lot of things lol) but I pray and I will keep on reading the word of God to find strength. Being sick with this virus is worse than anything because no one can come near you, no one can come see you... no one can hug you and tell you that you're going to be okay...I do feel alone at times. But I think my strategy of having fun with myself alone was a  good one because I am able to still have fun alone. I can't dance because I will fall but I listen to music while I sing (with my crusty voice), I write but I can't really focus on poems at the moment I try to think of happy stuff, I am learning new songs, I watch movies but I can barely concentrate. To be honest I feel like this virus hit everyone different some people it's really bad but for me it's just a cold and a heavy head with lots of headaches, runny nose, sneezing I am not even coughing... I am grateful to Jehovah for not letting it attack my lungs. But I still have to be careful because I am very contagious.

what I do?

I boiled ginger in a big pot of water after it boiled really good I put the hot water with the ginger in a bucket I take a big towel over my head and inhaled the steam. 

I also drink a lot of ginger tea. I drink warm water no cold juice or water for me at the moment.

another remedy:

  • take 3 celery cut them small
  • some red onions not a lot 
  • 1 spoon of honey
  • 1 spoon of tumeric
  • 1 teaspoon of ground pepper
  • garlic cut them small or 1 spoon of garlic powder
  • 1 spoon of rum
  • 3 cloves
  • 1 yellow lemon
  • 1 green lemon
  • aloe vera without the skin
  • cut a little ginger (not too much)

put all of this and a blender. once you finish put some in a mug microwave it for 30 seconds and drink while hot (not too hot tho)

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2020-05-03T03:49:18+02:00

hey there !

Publié par Gaelle.R

how are y'all doing? I am not doing too good at the moment but I am better than I was yesterday. I am going to answer a few questions because why not? I am bored and those questions are interesting.

1. what do I like to do in the morning?

okay first thing I do is check my phone I don't even check if i'm alive LOL no but for real when I wake up I like to lay there for a minute and I either pray or read the bible after that I read the daily scripture. I like to give God thanks in the morning when I start my morning that way I am more positive and happier. I also like to eat breakfast right after.

2. what is one thing I cannot live without?

my family most importantly my mom because she is my everything, my best friend and my number one fan. Before I do anything I check with her to see what she think not that I cannot make my own decision I can but I like her input because mamas knows best.

3. favorite pets?

I feel like this question keep popping up because some of you want to know if I still like cats and yes I do I am a cat lover and I will probably end up being a cat lady.

4. are you in a relationship?

you know what I feel like there are more important things in life than to  be in a relationship how about getting that degree? graduating? starting a new business? becoming an entrepreneur? I guess those don't matter. Yes I am in a relationship with food and we are having the best time of our lives lol (by the way I am not salty but for real lol)

5. who I am close with the most?

My mom.

6. Do I like making new friends? and why I am not active on social media?

yes I like making new friends I think it's a cool experience and I am open to it but to be honest right now I literally stay to myself it's for no reason, I am taking this moment while I am in quarantine to learn how to enjoy my own company so I don't always need someone else to make me feel happy...so far I am succeeding. I spent most of my time cooking, reading, singing, dancing, eating and sleeping lol yup I like my own company so much that I can be talking to someone on the phone and I cannot wait to hang up to go do something fun with myself. wow saying that makes me proud because I was always looking for a friend now I am not I literally just focus on positive things and keep it pushing.

why I am not active on social media?

well there's no absolute reason to why I am not I guess I grew out of that stage and I am busy working on new things. I feel like social media is so draining and took too much of my time while I am on it.

7. favorite music I like to listen to?

I like afrobeats and I like their dance...I am currently learning that and I am having a lot of fun.

8. do I like tik tok?

uhm no I think it's childish the only time I used it was to make the don't rush challenge because a few of my friends encouraged me to do it and I was bored so I was like hey why not? but after that I deleted the account. 

9. What is my religion?

I am a jehovah witness. I know I never openly said it but it's for no reason in particular I am proud to be, I am not hiding it.

10. am I still shy?

lol yes but not as much some will say I am not shy at all but I think that I can be in a big crowd or at a party but after that I am not shy.

11. do I speak any other languages?

lol yes I do I speak haitian creole, french and a little italian (si io sono Gaelle) lol I said yes my name is Gaelle.

12. what do I like to do for fun?

I like to write, dance, sing...taking snaps singing that I never post 

13. a guilty pleasure?

ok this is going to sound weird but I like to wear guys underwear omg it does sounds weird...I buy them my size because you guys have the most comfortable stuff.

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