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2016-04-28T17:11:58+02:00
"Imagine”
Imagine Life…
As you see it painted in colors
Right in front of you,
Like a fairy tale bright and beautiful
In the darkness there is a house
Where everyone wants to be
A lot have already gotten in
But not all of them came out.
So much beauty is hidden behind its close doors
Power strives in this house
Failure is not tolerated
As we can see it stands tall from miles away
As gold attract wandering eyes
It is always Christmas
Because the lights are always on
They never run out.
2016-04-28T03:56:24+02:00
Some girls mostly women of color which i am part of have been putting on weave to make themselves look better or feel better. To tell you truth I do not care about my hair if i could cut them and still look good I would. I hate to worry about my hair it feels like a pain in the butt and I hate to worry as much as i already do. Well this subject is a soft spot for some women they do like a lot of hair and so they put weave on to have it the way they want. I do not like long hair but sometimes i do get long braids but really i love short hair and very stylish ones with curls at the end...i just put weave or braids because i don't have time to take care of my Afro... i love my hair natural but i don't know how to tame it at some point i just want it soft or straight and even in braids so i do not have to deal with it for three months ! no worries i wash it and i moisturize while in there it is a lot easier if you ask. But it cost money to buy these weave if you ask and some of them are very expensive well the nice one cost more money. It's a fortune but our hair worth more than all that. I believe that my natural hair is freakishly amazing and I don't care what people have to say about them. Other women should be proud of their hair it's art it's not dull and boring it has a shape and it stays on your head like a crown. Believe me you don't always need those weave i believe that now... I wish i realize that sooner because i have always been hiding my hair for no reason but i feel a lot better wearing my own it makes me proud. Wearing weave sort of toned out of your beauty yes it gives you more hair but what if you look better with the type of hair you have truth is you always look better with the type of hair you were originally born with. I don't say why change it ? because i'm about to change my Afro not because i don't love them but because i cannot keep them right. It gets tricky when you have these types of hair: sometimes it looks short or weird when you don't braid them at night. I am not normally a lazy person but when it comes to my hair man i am lazy AF i just can't and it hurts getting to these roots but i love them when it's all done by someone else of course. what i would like to say to colored women is that you are all beautiful and not in a boring or normal way we are all art created to make the universe more colorful. our beauty is astonishing and we are all different our color, tone, shape and all of our little features make us unique. Believe me you do not need to be white to be beautiful because you are already beautiful just the way you are. All of my chocolates, milk and coffee(me's) or brownish... you are all beautiful and amazing. You are a little piece of art made by God walking around (remember that)
2016-04-21T05:56:42+02:00
Drowning in happiness
never been so happy living in my own world
letting go, forgiving and forgetting
no longer asking why?
no longer wanting to get away because here is home
feeling wanted and loved
never been let down anymore
all of them made me someone new
proud because life is smiling back
gentle because there is no need to be rough
calm because everything is right here and no need to rush
loving because love was giving to me
no longer running away from my fears since there is no need to be scared
secure because my thoughts no longer have the past all over it
happy because God is with me
time is no longer an issue since it's no longer running too fast
2016-04-19T17:04:04+02:00
There are many types of writers, some got the idea and explain it well but grammar errors not too big to kill the work but noticeable... some have great grammars no errors but cannot explain ideas clearly. I don't like it when other people out of nowhere point out a stupid error a writer says while speaking yes we get it he/she said something wrong we are writers not speakers. It's rare for a writer to speak the same way that they write. When we write we drift off to this special place where it's only us, the letters and our thoughts or emotions. I know writers make mistakes and that's alright we will grow. We are not God we ought to make mistakes. It's childish and ignorant of you to discriminate a writer based on how they speak because that is far from our own world and you will never set foot in there. Every writer knows what i'm talking about when i say our world. There is a world for writers and it has different sections for all kinds of people. But we all share that world, we know how it feels to drift away and to block the reality.
2016-04-12T18:13:51+02:00
I spoke about expectation down below...but now I want to let you know what I mean about when I say a girl can be wearing "stripper clothes " and never had sex. I am not saying every girl out there who wears little clothing are strippers and why do they call it stripper clothes. I hate that term but I want you to understand. So a girl who wears booty shorts and ting top or whatever people consider little clothing nowadays...well maybe she feels confident in that. Maybe that's the way she likes to see herself and she may not always looking for attention or a guy. She might be in that stage where she is finding herself. We are so quick to judge when someone does something forgetting that there might be more to it than just one assumption. Some girls wear a lot of clothing and for that they call them "nun" How dare you call her that? if she was half naked you would call her a" slut" (hate that word) so what does she do? she covers herself and she is still not good enough? Society tells you to live your life and then it tells you no don't live like that. Well I must say girl just live your life and do what makes you happy at the end of the day you know yourself and you know what hurts. I know that modesty is needed in life and I accept that. If you are going to work and you work at the hospital there is a way one must dress, if you are a judge then there's clothes for you. What about casual? some people agree that casual clothes can be anything it is how you work it and what your style is. I agree with that too and a girl should be allowed to wear the clothes that she likes modest or not at least she is being herself and you can see for yourself what she is like and if she respect herself than you will see far more than what she is wearing. Clothes says a lot about a girl or a person but i am talking about a girl here so i will give it my full attention. In my opinion guys are easier to dress but for a girl there's a lot that comes to mind. How the dress fit upward and downward matters for a guy it's not the same he can just throw something on and still look good. A girl has to worry about all of her baggage and if baby got back then she knows what she must do some put it in evidence some hide it depends where you come from. Right now big butts are the popular thing going on and I have nothing against that, it is nice to actually have a bum.
2016-04-12T17:49:25+02:00
Expectations...everyone expect something from someone even when they don't want to admit it, it can either be good or bad but either way we are all expecting. I have not done this in quite a while, disappointment is real.To tell you the truth bad expectation is what brought me here. Some people if not most people expect that a pretty girl or boy (no stereotype) to always have a boyfriend or girlfriend well maybe they don't and maybe they do. It is not always true. Every beautiful girl is not a slut (hate that word) I have to use it to make you understand. Every beautiful girl do not have a lot of guys after them maybe they just ignore them. Every beautiful girl do not have sex all the time and maybe they never have or go out every night. Just because she dresses a certain way does not make her a slut or bad girl (that is another topic) the way she dresses only matter to her. It depends some people don't give a damn about what others think of them and some do care. That girl might wear what you may call stripper clothes but never had sex (that only matters to her) just because some girl look at a boy, talk to a boy doesn't mean that she is in love ! what a crazy world! just because a boy is talking to a girl doesn't mean that he wants her. I know that idea saying a guy and a girl cannot be friends well it's not always the case if there was anything between them and they both see each other as a friend then let it be. So now what are you gonna tell me that a girl who has a guy friend have chances of falling for that guy or either way? I don't believe that. I believe a guy can be friend with a girl and some cases. If they are friends and they got together in the process well I'll say that attraction was already there it was just a term saying "friend" but they both knew what they had in mind.
How did our society became full of pervs? Just because a girl is always on her phone doesn't mean she is talking to a guy. There are so many things you can do with a phone. That's what some of us expect when we see some girl or a guy. Well you can be wrong. Not everyone think the same. Not everyone want the same thing. And just because a girl have a boyfriend does not mean they have sex. There are some couples who don't do that. It might be rare but there are some. I am not degrading those who do have sex in their relationship or whatsoever if you do well good for you that's your life but i am talking about those who have different belief.
2016-04-11T21:38:36+02:00
I got something in my mind right now...and I just have to share it. In the past maybe you have been one of those person who was not positive or confident in yourself or in your body. Well I have something for you. In life you will always find that one person that will always think of you wrong, think you are not good enough, unattractive, or not skinny enough. To tell you the truth you don't have to care about any of that ! this person will always think of you that way but is that person going to pay your bill, help you get your degree and succeed in life? I guess not well you need to know who you are and own it. I am tired of people who makes others feel bad about themselves truth is they are probably jealous that they do not have what you have. There's nothing you can do just ignore them and if they come at you better stay gracious and brush them off. If you fight back with words they still going to talk. Keep doing you, keep stacking and getting that paper. Fight with action not words then you will shut them off. You don't have to be like them and talk back so you can make yourself look better because if you cuss them out you will automatically be in the same place that they are in and you are not. I know when people have enough of everything they will say something I am like that but you need to wait before you do that. Truth is they know what you do and they are afraid but you don't have to be.
2016-04-10T14:52:00+02:00
You were the shadow to my soul
with every breath I could see my life getting bigger
Your dreams were my dreams
and our world were just ours.
No one could understand.
The sun used to rise just for us two
and the rain used to fall only for the unfortunate.
we had everything.
we were perfect
nothing was wrong until...
the darkness came and the clouds spread around our world.
The earthquake got rid of all the foundation
and now we're stuck with a big why?
We can no longer find answers.
It's all gone and we're just looking at it in the big screen.
2016-04-08T14:25:00+02:00
well I have no idea what to do with this challenge consider that i do not have any tattoos yet (i'll probably never get one but i don't know) one tattoo that fascinate me is the musical note tattoo and a very small one or a little heart on the wrist. I don't like people's name on me whoever it is and i do not want date or birthdays. The reason why I like the little music note tattoo is because i am obsessed with music on a second thought I should try writing music more often i do that only sometimes. I wish that I could sing but a frog sounds better than me anyway so back to the tattoo subject hope I don't fail this challenge... actually i cannot fail consider that i have no tattoo so basically it is no surprises that i have no idea about it.
2016-04-07T18:17:29+02:00
Too close you don't let me breath I can't talk to anyone
what's the use? what did I do wrong?
why do you think that I'm doing something wrong when you are not around?
you pretend that you trust me but i know what real "trust" looks like
in the end I don't care what you think just like i don't for everything else.
I cannot help but think how lowly you think of me !
you think i am able to do all this? who am i ? why do you pretend to know me?
you think that I can go around and do all this when in fact you still tell me i'm a good person
which one should i believe?
why are you lying to my face when I know that your heart says otherwise?
your heart speak the truth too bad i cannot go inside to find out what i need to know.
I have nothing to say to you at this point.
If you think that i can murder you than die with your misery and fear.
If you knew me then you would have come to my face and call me a murderer like the brave person you are.
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