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2026-02-28T14:29:46+01:00

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Maybe it’s all in my head and I hope it is because that would be weird! Normally when I feel something deep in my gut I’m usually right. 

 

But a girl receptionist at my gym hates my gut! I could feel it but deep down I don’t think she hates me it’s probably envy? I hope not because I have nothing to be envied for! Not that I can think of. She’s a very pretty girl, why would she feel that way towards me? Is it my discipline? She also works out here and there… first let me explain why I feel this way. 

 

The first day I stepped foot into the gym she was there, I ask questions about how I can sign up right then in there. But very annoyed she asked me if I had the app and told her no this is my first time here, then she proceeded to ask the coworker next to her to help me. She didn’t want to help, then the guy next to her ask me to download the app and fill out the application. At the time I did notice the hostility coming from her but I didn’t care I was way too excited to start working out then to care about her. After I signed up, she took my picture and she said welcome. She didn’t give me a tour or nothing, I come soon to realize she might be the lead receptionist. She didn’t tell me anything about the gym except the hours. She didn’t tell me how to use any machines or how to find tutorials on how to use the machines. I genuinely think she thought I wouldn’t workout at the gym much but then she saw me come in day after day, months after months, year after year… to the point where every time  I walk in I can feel her staring! Like dude I’m paying for this membership, what did you think? That I wasn’t going to come in? She saw me getting strong, she saw me struggling and didn’t help, she saw me happy, she saw me sad and throughout all of it I didn’t care how she saw me but I knew she was watching. Every time I look towards the desk area there she was watching me! So I put on a show for her lol. Every time I say hi she never responds ! For example this morning I came in all happy I forgot she never says hi, I said good morning and she ignored me! Maybe she bet money that I wasn’t going to come in for more than a month and here I am almost 2 years later ! lol if anything I come in even more I increased my 4 days to 6 days lol 

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2026-02-27T15:00:17+01:00

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Silent patient.

This book is captivating and unpredictable; I cannot wait to get to the ending. The book started out with Alicia's journal entry about her life as an artist and about her husband Gabriel. The first official line of the book is "ALICIA BERENSON WAS THIRTY-THREE YEARS OLD when she killed her husband." Talking about an unexpected turn! like what do you mean she killed her husband? she was just writing in her journal about how much she loves him! 

Right off the bat I don't she killed him, yes the police found her standing next to her husband body in the dark with the gun on the floor, she had bruises on her hand signaling she scratched her husband but how can this be? and yes it was only her finger print found on the gun. After they found her she stopped talking! she never said a word. She was put in jail and released out on bond but she never talked! the only form of communication after the murder was a drawing she did. It was her standing naked in the painting looking at a blank canvas with a paint brush in hand dripping red paint or is it blood? she had fresh markings on her wrist signaling a suicide attempt or self harm? her painting was shown in her art gallery and there was a line of people waiting outside to see her panting. People found the painting to be unsettling and yes I thought it was weird but she called the painting "Alcestis" it's a greek story about someone giving their life for another...

she was then admitted into a psych ward because she never spoke at the trial so everyone assumed she lost her mind, but did she? everyone thought she was faking to avoid years in jail but then it's been years and she never spoke so she was never release at the psy ward. She was forgotten by the media and people stopped talking about her until a psychotherapist named Theo took interest in her and applied to work at grove psych ward where Alicia is. At first glance Theo thought Alicia was took drugged up to even see her surroundings, so Theo requested for a lower dose of meds for Alicia. Then Theo became her therapist, it's  mostly him talking Alicia never said a word but Alicia does acknowledge him and at times she would nod her head no. That's a start, but one day Alicia Attacked Theo and slammed his head on the pavement! The did not back down he kept seeing her hoping one day she would talk.

Theo is married to Kathy and they have a pretty good life according to him that's the love of his life, they met while they were dating other people and they ditched their partners and got together. Then now Theo finds out Kathy is cheating on him on her laptop! he chose not to say a word and just pretend he never saw anything because he was afraid to lose her. Theo had a rough upbringing he was abused by his father who had personality disorder and he would become violent towards him and his mom. He was troubled as a child and he tried to commit suicide but his therapist saved him (according to him) then he chose to study psychology to better understand himself and in part help others...

 

My favorite part in the book is when Theo went to see his therapist after he finds out Kathy is cheating on him, she told him “I think you must leave.

And I’m not saying this as your old therapist—but as your old friend. I
don’t think you could go back, even if you wanted to. It might last a little
while perhaps, but in a few months something else will happen and you’ll
end up back here on this couch. Be honest with yourself, Theo—about
Kathy and this situation—and everything built on lies and untruths will fall
away from you. Remember, love that doesn’t include honesty doesn’t
deserve to be called love.”

We'll touch based when I finish the book. I should finish it by tomorrow.

 

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2026-02-26T17:52:16+01:00

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"But real love is very quiet, very still. It’s boring, if
seen from the perspective of high drama. Love is deep and calm—and
constant"

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2026-02-25T12:51:04+01:00

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“ you asked about my wound, to only plunge the knife back in.

You promised to set me free, to only put me back in a cage I dug myself out of.

You held my face and kissed me, to only prove that I meant nothing.

You whispered in my ear how much you wanted me, but only for my body.

You held my hand to lead me to a magical place, only to lead me to my doom.

You listened to my plea and wipe my tears away, but if only I knew I was bleeding in front of a shark.”

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2026-02-24T23:36:45+01:00

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I finished fearless 

 

That was the last book in the series, I must say this book broke me and stitched me back together!

 

First of all Paedyn founds out her father wasn’t really her father, she was actually left on his doorstep as a baby. Kitt took a portion of the plague which ended up making him sick and he is dying but no one knows except for the healers and the scholars (which are the kings advisers I think) 

Paedyn has to go back in the trials that almost killed her last time! She must live out those 3 trials before she can become queen if she survived. 

She did survive but it was tough!

Paedyn finds out that kitt’s mother the late queen who died is also her mother! The queen had a lover calum who’s a mind reader. So the mind reader is Paedyn’s father! Which makes her and Kitt related ! 

They found out after she married Kitt and after she became queen. 

Kai finds out her mother had him before she married the king so he’s not related to Kitt ! 

Kitt dies ! I cried when he died because he lost his mind and he threaten to kill Paedyn… a lot happened but I could see Kitt just wanted companionship and he felt like Paedyn was stealing his brother away from him. 

Yes Kitt was obsessed with Kai and I can’t understand that at all! But I can understand the brotherly love they share.

In the end Paedyn got married to Kai and had a daughter, they named her kit 

 

Woah can’t believe I finish that book so quick! 

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2026-02-24T22:57:46+01:00

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I’ve always been a means to an end. 

You’ve always used me.

Flaunted what you knew I couldn’t have.

Gave me a slither of hope each time I threatened  to go astray. 

Kept me close enough just so you could use me when needed.

Despite knowing all of this, I still cared.

You knew I would’ve done anything for you. 

You played with my emotions. 

Made me feel as if you were giving me some power over you, to only squash it after you got what you wanted.

I know who you are. 

I know what you are. 

You are not good for me.

I am too good for you. 

You’re the devil disguised as a beautiful chaos.

You think you can manipulate me? 

I knew your intentions were not pure, but I craved your presence like poison. 

I knew you would kill me as soon as I tasted you but I wanted to.

I am not naive. 

No, I’m perished and you’re my ruin. 

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2026-02-24T16:57:36+01:00

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Kai confessing his love to Paedyn “

Paedyn, I

love you. Like nothing else before, I love you. And I’

ve been waiting to tell you

since I realized your eyes are my favorite color and your freckles the only

constellation worth looking at. I could lie—say that you

’

You’ve stolen my every

thought and heartbeat like the thief you are, but all of me was already yours. Pae,

you are my inevitable.

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2026-02-24T14:37:06+01:00

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Update:

My headache still haven't gone away :( I have been staring at a screen for the past few days. I also read on my ipad and I read practically all day, now I work on the computer at home without any real human interaction... I haven't worked out since saturday...I am slowly losing it lol. But on the bright side I am almost done with the last book in the series, that book is 593 pages I read in 3 days I started it on sunday lol! I plan on finishing it by tonight. 

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2026-02-23T16:54:39+01:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R

update.

There's a blizzard in my area today and there's a travel ban going on. I won't be able to work out today but I am working remotely... I have a headache because there's a huge change in my schedule. It is 11 am normally I would have already been to the gym, worked out for 1.30hours or 2 hours, closed all my fitness rings, consumed close to 90 grams of protein and feeling awake. But because I am home I feel sluggish, haven't worked out, consumed just 13 grams of protein :( haven't done anything productive besides logging on to work...ughhhh I can't do this...I feel like I am going to pass out.

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