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2018-01-28T06:22:40+01:00
In search of happiness I look into your eyes,
it's the only thing I know how to do in the midst of the tragedy around me.
Despite of it all I still count on you.
I still believe in you.
I still the best in you when you've giving up. I could see right through you.
Your eyes were not like mine,
they would sparkle when mine would cry.
they could smile when mine only knew how to frown.
Your eyes knew how to turn that frown upside down in mine.
2018-01-21T04:33:19+01:00
Hellurr...
How y'all doing? well I'm great thanks for asking. Lately I've tried to come back here more often because I want to spend way more time writing and so far I have been doing a great job. I write more than I did at the end of last year and I have more ideas coming in. It's been a while since I've written a story in French I think this year Is the year I explore what my french side has to offer. I've missed writing in french because usually when I do I find that I love romance and stuff. well enough about all of this...Let's get into to the topic.
Helping...
we all need a little help sometimes some a little more than others nothing to be ashamed of, we all need help. I feel like some people want to help and they may seem like they are helping but really they are not. They want to look like they helping but deep down they don't want to. Some people don't want to see you thrive at all and so they intentionally decide not to help you. Some people help you with a limit enough for you to get by but they don't want you to do better than them. Sadly this is the truth and trust me to find someone that actually want to see you thrive other than your family or significant other is rare. To see someone who helps without anything in the back of their mind like thinking you getting better than them could be a problem. Trust me there are some good people out here and they are willing to make a lot of sacrifices for people.
2018-01-17T05:22:42+01:00
I am no longer living for tomorrow's sorrow.
I am only living for today's blessing.
I am no longer planning for all the bad things to happen tomorrow,
but I am only living for today's happiness.
what's done is done.
No more tears running down my face wishing I could go back.
I am not living in the past anymore.
I don't bring it up.
I'm moving forward what I did don't matter.
What you did to me is all forgotten.
I have to live.
I have to forget it and move on.
I can't keep on reminiscing.
I need to start living for today and forget about yesterday.
I am tired of looking back, wishing and afraid I might be stuck in yesterday trying to save today.
2018-01-14T05:34:23+01:00
when I thought the leaves were falling outside but as soon as I look out the window I could see the snowflakes hitting the ground.
Hiding away for so long that soon comes the hot dry air and before I could open my eyes again I was shivering with the cold.
where did it all go ? I couldn't see what I've accomplish all year long.
2018-01-12T06:15:15+01:00
2018-01-12T06:02:37+01:00
Hey there again.
I am here to clear the air it's 2018 so therefore I don't want any misunderstanding between me and anyone. Let me leave this out here I know the right people will see it and understand.
reason why I stop trying?
reason why I stop talking to you?
2018-01-12T05:38:01+01:00
Hey there,
Although I have a mild headache but I still decide to blog because I've had had this idea for the last 4 hours and I was like I can't wait to get home on my laptop and share this with you. Even though I got home eat, watch TV for a while and browse on social media but here I am.
so... being wrong uh? to be honest that's not the right tittle "being wrong" is not my point it's part of it. I am here to talk about forgiveness and saying sorry. We've all been wrong and said some things that may have hurt someone we love and care about. I personally have and perhaps it was unintentional because I would never plan to hurt someone that I love. I wish I could go back and take what I said back but I can't. I made a mistake and I won't let that be the end. What I should and must do next is go over there and sincerely apologize and hear what the person has to say to understand the hurt and the pain that they feel. we are humans and we are prone to make mistakes but what we need to do is own up to them. even though you don't know how you've hurt someone because you simply can't see what you did wrong but understand that it is not your place nor up to you to decide if the person should be hurt or not. you are not inside their head or in their feeling to know how they feel. sometimes one simple thing that you say can hurt someone. sometimes you may not speak just your body expression or because you ignore someone can hurt them. The human mind is complicated and trying to figure that out when someone is hurting is wrong. Instead of fighting to prove that you are right you actually making it worse. A loving friend don't care about who's wrong or right they care about maintaining the relationship and about being on good terms. I see great relationship get ruin because none of the people involved wanted to apologize so they would rather move on instead of making up and apologize. It takes a lot of pride to admit that you are wrong and I know that it is not easy but we have to put our pride away if we want great relationship. when you are in a relationship with someone you will fight with them, disagree but at the end of the day what you have with them is greater so you work it out with them because you realize how much you need that person and how much you love that person that you cannot live without them. Love is about forgiving, accepting, realizing, apologizing and simply love them because you just do and there's nothing else you can do but love them. Once you fall in love you're in trouble because you've open up your heart, you let someone in and now you just hope for the best and try to protect the bound. Love is not a bad thing...It's the closest thing there is to magic, no one knows what it is poet like myself have tried to define love but it's not simple.
2018-01-09T00:09:54+01:00
hello,
I don't know where the time is going but it surely doesn't wait for anyone. So far this year has been full of surprises. I just hope that this year is better than 2017 because last year was the hardest and there was a lot of change and transitioning. I don't mind the change as long as it's good but deep down I still wish things were great and that I didn't need to change anything. Life is unexpected and one can only hope. we don't know what the future holds which is why we are constantly looking for ways to make things better because we cannot see that things will fall into place and be exactly the way that the are suppose to be. We just want what's great and what's good forgetting that what's bad is what shape us. The good times are just a bonus, we do need the good times to be happy and to keep going but we need the bad times to learn and to become better human beings. I am not going to sit here and type that I am looking forward for the bad times,no one is and I hate when things don't work out. I hate starting over sometimes but I have to sometimes because that's how I move on. We all have our own ways and as the years flew by we learn what's best for us and what we really need.
despite all,
2017
I only talked about the good things that happened to me that year because I am all about positivity and being optimistic I want to focus on the good things. I am grateful for everything and I am happy to share some things with you.
hope y'all had a good day !!
bye for now.
2018-01-06T05:14:56+01:00
man I need to seriously breathe I took on too many things at once.
2018-01-06T05:10:16+01:00
what I hate...
I mean let say I had a guy friend and we were really close to the point where we were in sync together, nah we were not dating. I never wanted to date him but he wanted to date me. Maybe I let him believe that we could date just for a while which was my mistake but then I set the record straight and I told him we can never date... I cut everything because I'm not trying to make things complicated. I hate drama and awkward situation. It got awkward and I wanted everything to stop. so I stop talking to him even though I miss the friendship but to save it I need to leave him alone so he can move on from me. Now If I did all this and after a while I come back when he now has a girlfriend and I knew for a fact that he can never fall for me again. well I said never but I;m really hoping that he doesn't fall for me and that we can go back to being friends. Just because I'm trying to be cool with him why the hell must he think I wanna seduce him when I could've just have him in the first place? I still have not change my mind. I guess what I did was harsh cutting all ties like that but I had to do it because I didn't wanna break his heart.
I would hate to break someone's heart which is why I am very straight forward and I let anyone that might be interested in me know the situation that I'm in if I'm taken, not looking for that right now or whatever at least I let you know that I am not available whatever the case may be. This guy that I am talking about really thought maybe I was being friendly because I wanted something from him. I don't want nothing. I am not that kind of girl, I don't steal people's man. Mine is right here waiting for me why would I steal ? I want that guy to know that all I wanted was to be friends. I guess I am naive and possibly innocent to all this to even believe we could remain friends. My bad. I just keep on learning and I don't mind it because I am only getting older and I know for sure those types of mistakes I will only make them once.
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