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2021-08-31T17:53:57+02:00
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2021-08-31T16:08:19+02:00
Artistic temperament.
It is a blessing and a curse to have an artistic temperament, although it varies for different individual but we are quite similar. These people often are poets, writers, painters, singers, dancers or performers... they tend to have the qualities that I am about to list below. I took some time to do some research about it because I wanted to understand myself and other past writers. I found a large amount of information that I relate to entirely but I will not make a connection. Having this type of temperament is not a compliment to me even if it holds a certain amount of privilege.
1. these people often are both introverted and extroverted in some ways because they do need to be alone for a certain amount of time to work; social gatherings often drained them which is why they have to take some time alone to recharge. Artist like Van Gogh was a great example he was certainly extremely intelligent but he lived a solitary life. was he married? I am not sure.
2. time alone is beneficial because they work better alone and they are more inspired that way and they often like to work alone.
3. they are often stubborn and strong minded. If they have already made up their mind about something it is very rare that they change it easily if they do it's only after a long time of self reflecting.
4. relationships come second in their lives. Having a connection with other people is not their top priorities because their work, passion, thoughts and problems always come first.
5. They are most likely to be intelligent but can lack wisdom when making practical decision especially if it has to do with money, relationship or other people.
6. They try to be humble but deep down they are extremely proud of their work even if they never say it out loud.
7. they are perfectionist and often time they criticize their work way more than other people and may end up keeping their work private because they are afraid of outside criticism.
8. they have constant mood swings; from my own opinion I think that it is because they spend way too much time in their heads trying to be creative or simply by trying to make something come alive.
9. they have a deep love for nature; they love the outdoor even if they don't spend too much time outside.
10.they Often have some type of mental illness because they spend a lot of time working alone. Through my research I found that " Poets are 20 times more likely to end up in an asylum than the general population", not quite what I was expecting but that can be avoided and it doesn't mean that all writers are insane but writer like Sylvia Plath was a great example of what mental illness can do to a writer... I love her book the bell jar it was quite disturbing. I think that her mental illness was more psychological than artistical; perhaps she found great relief when writing.
There are more to this but as I keep reading I try to remind myself that those are general opinions even if the study was conducted on past writers and current poets but there is always a controlled group.
2021-08-31T15:06:37+02:00
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« Derrière ton masque cache de la douleur, la peur et une manque d’affection. Tu as beau essayé de nous faire croire que tout allait bien pendant qu’en fin de compte tu voulais juste d’être aimer. Tu pourras me dire tout ce que tu veux mais ton sourire faux me fait de la peine. »
2021-08-31T02:35:04+02:00
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« Tu souris trop beau pour être heureux,tu ris tout le temps mais on sait que tu fais semblant parce qu’on fait tous la même chose. T’as soif, t’as pas mangé et tu n’as pas sommeil. Tu regardes la télé du matin jusqu’au soir et tu t’effondre dans chaque scène comme si tu voulais être l’acteur au lieu de vivre ta réalité. »
2021-08-30T21:46:30+02:00
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"T’étais fort minable mais c’était pas une raison pour moi d’arrêter de t’aimer,
T’avais pas de la bouffe, ni le fric mais j’étais quand même heureuse avec toi.
J’étais jamais là pour ce que tu avais à m’offrir,
tout ce que je voulais c’était ton attention et ton temps. Mais là tu as tout jeter par la fenêtre et ne me demande jamais de revenir. Tout ça à été un temps perdu que je ne rattraperai jamais.”
2021-08-30T19:16:46+02:00
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"Le fait de savoir que tu es là et que tu respires me donne de la force. De savoir qu’un jours j’aurai la chance de voir ton beau visage me rends tellement heureuse. Je ne peux toujours pas encaisser ton absence mais je sais qu’un jours qu’on va se rencontrer et ce jours là je te dirai que je n’ai rien oublié. Je me souviens tant de ton visage et ta voix qui fait une écho sans cesse dans ma mémoire . Je n’arrive pas à t’oublier, est-il un signe qu’on est fait l’un pour l’autre?"
2021-08-30T19:07:27+02:00
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"the words will never come out of my mouth as beautiful as I want them to be,
but when I place them on a piece of paper for you;
you will see just how much my heart bleeds for you."
2021-08-30T19:02:10+02:00
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"you don't ever have to worry about my love for you my dear,
it is so secure that the largest magnitude of an earthquake cannot shake it out of my heart.
It will forever reside in my soul for as long as I live because I was made for you,
and I can love no other."
2021-08-30T18:58:59+02:00
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being normal is overrated,
therefore be as weird as you want to be,
as different as you can be.
Be proud of you strangeness because you were never made to be accepted by all.
The right ones will appreciate and love you despite all of your flaws.
2021-08-30T18:43:01+02:00
snippet from "what she needed to hear." will be available for purchase in the near future.
she was never hard to love,
it was only hard for you to love her because she was not meant for you...