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I have been on my couch the whole day today that's one of the most unproductive things to do. well to be clear I only stayed on that couch for about a good half of the day because I woke up around 11. I start out my day by cleaning and all. I didn't even eat breakfast now that I think about it I should have. Right now I feel drowsy and I was like why not blog a little. I have been staying on the low meaning I basically stayed to myself I haven't really been active like I used to be on social media and I think that's one of the best things I ever did. I hate proving things to people online and some I don't know. I hate proving that I am happy, I am having fun, laughing or out with my friends. I don't wanna show off anymore because that's what I feel when I am posting what I am doing. I may post here and there but that's about it. I just want to be happy for me. I want to be out with my friends without being distracted by my phone. I just want to enjoy life without recording it. That's how I feel at the moment...This blog is about what I am feeling and about my opinions. If you love posting on social media or love doing youtube videos I am not judging you. By the way, this blog is a no judgment blog. If you think one post is about you maybe you've done something to me because I don't focus on the past like that anymore. I feel like we should all move on and accept our reality. I think that I am getting older and some things that I was passionate about or thought I like now I am discovering that I don't like anymore. There are some songs I no longer like or can't listen to without cringing to the thought of me singing when I was younger. There are some things that I used to like that right now I cannot stand I don't know if that's a good thing or not. I still love the same people tho this is not about people. I still have the same friends and I still love them well love my one friend because I had to let some go... No hard feelings I guess when you're growing up you grew apart from some people. At the moment I am finding out about the new things that I like.
I'll try to blog more but for now this it...
have a good night.