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2018-05-29T05:51:04+02:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R 29 Mai 2018 à 05:51 AM

How are y’all doing?

I’m doing good. I have been busy lately figuring things out and finding out things about myself. I love the way things are right now and it’s been a while since I truly like the way things are. I have this urge to smile and to be the best version of myself because of the way things are. I can’t quite put my finger on it but something is giving me the confidence that I was lacking. I am not scared of the future I feel like things will work out just fine. I have been through a lot in such little time that whatever comes, in the long run, don’t even scare me. I am more than ready for whatever comes next. I am happy with the things that I am doing or experiencing. It’s all new to me but somehow I want more of it.

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2018-05-27T06:27:31+02:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R 27 Mai 2018 à 06:27 AM

Hey guys.

It’s been crazy my laptop crash again and this time I think it’s for good. I am using the notes on my phone to reach out to some of my readers who care. I know some of you who’s been here for a while might care a little. I know some of you of who just met me want to know more about me and you here because you want to know more. To be honest this blog is not going to help you get to know me the right way. I try being myself here and I try to express myself but sadly not as much as I should. I have been doing a lot and growing a lot more than I thought I would in such little time. I realize one thing. I realize that I need to be there for myself. Not only taking care of myself physically but mentally. Some of us give up on ourselves without even knowing. We tend to neglect our mental health and what we should to live our lives in peace. We tend to involve ourselves in drama in and things that would only destroy us. Not because we don’t know better but because we are afraid.

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2018-05-08T05:18:48+02:00

growing up.

Publié par Gaelle.R 8 Mai 2018 à 05:18 AM

when I was younger and I was looking at older people I used to think that they were lucky. I mean they can eat ice cream whenever they want to and they could even have it for breakfast. I used to think that grown ups were lucky because they could go to bed late and whenever they felt like going to bed. They could go out whenever and come back whenever they want. I used to think all of this and more. Now I am growing up and I am experiencing all of this and I am being faced with making my own decisions on my own. I don't think we are lucky for being grown anymore and I don't think that anyone ever really get to do what they always want to do all the time. We are humans and we have needs but we also have responsibilities and sometimes it takes a while longer before those needs are met. Being a grown up is not all about fun and it's not all about having ice cream whenever, It's much more than that. I've always wanted to be an adult even at a young age I was already fascinated by it and now being a young adult I don't think it's that simple. Things are not always black and white, there are some greys and maybes. sometimes I feel like giving up being a young adult only because I am taking care of everything but for some reason I never really fully want to give up just yet. what's my secret? I trust that God will lead the way and that he will help me whenever there are some greys and maybes that I don't get. I know that some people say people only come to God when they have problems...I don't have any problems I just need hope and to have faith so I put my faith in God instead. There a lot that comes with adulating.

for example

budgeting. being a responsible adult means avoiding spending spree and buying unnecessary things. It is not always easy when you're going to the mall because there's a store that sells toothpaste but suddenly you are being faced with a beautiful purse on the window next door while you look down at your old purse and starts asking what it would feel like to have that brand new purse right on your arms? then you forget all about your toothpaste and suddenly you want that purse and you can feel your feet marching to the store to get it. But your conscience stops you right in the middle of you trying to get that purse then you remember that your car insurance is due and maybe just maybe you weren't able to afford that toothpaste anyway let along that beautiful purse.
saying No. Back then when you were younger you probably thought going along with your group of friends and doing things with them is always good and fun. Now you are growing up and you have responsibilities so you start saying No because having fun is not always going to pay your bills. Sadly but the truth.
you gotta get to work anyway. being independent means working. not a workaholic but working enough to take care of everything. even though you feel like calling out because you spent the whole night watching 2 seasons of once upon a time but you still have to show up to work anyway because again you gotta pay your bills.

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