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This morning I woke up at 4am for absolutely no reason and I went on twitter, normally I try not to use my phone during the night especially in the middle of the night because the light will keep me awake. but I was bored and Archie was having the zoomies again maybe he woke me up with all the noise, anyway I checked my twitter and I do plan on quitting because Elon Musk owns it now and it's such a mess over there. But I was reading a thread on Michael Jackson last days and it was quite sad because I am such a big fan but I never look at what happened when he died because the last time I did I was sad for days, I barely look at the last interview he did in 2009 because I knew he wasn't doing so well but I never knew how bad his situation was.

Basically he was supposed to go on tour doing 50 concerts starting July 2009! ask me how someone could do 50 concerts I don't know! I'm young and I can't imagine myself singing and dancing for 2 hours in front of a huge crowd nights after nights! but then again I am not a singer but that sounds like a suicide mission and sadly if he didn't die before the concerts he probably would've died while on stage (this is so sad) he did not need to do all of those concerts. He had nothing to prove he was already king of pop he could've just retired and take care of his kids and his health. He was so frail, he looked sick ! but all that wasn't up to him, his manager made him sing while he was in pain. The dancers could not say anything because they were afraid to lose their job Frank Delio which was MJ manager said "get him a bucket of chicken" how dare he? how cold of a person can you be to watch someone as kind as Michael Jackson suffering but to just dismiss all of that! MJ was always cold and he slept in front of the fire place and he was wearing so many shirts under his jacket plus a sweatpants in the middle of summer and no one didn't think that was suspicious??? MJ was a big star and I know he had money problems but his health was more important than all of that. They gave him Propofol to help him sleep every night and that's a powerful drug that should only be used in the hospital setting before surgery or things like that.... he was sleep deprived and the autopsy showed that he did not sleep for 60 days!!! Gosh I don't know that was even humanly possible !

I am not saying MJ was perfect but he certainly didn't deserved to die the way he did, he was healthy at 50 years old but all of the stress of rehearsal and his team putting pressure on him really made it worse. I wish he was still here, although he would be old but knowing that he is here and that he could still make interviews in his sweet voice is all that we need...