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Q&A

• How are my cats?

They are doing well, I haven’t talked much about them but both of my babies are neutered. Archie is more affectionate towards me now and every time I am on the couch he always wants to cuddle with me, he’s so cute and he loves the sound of me watching football. Pixie loves to jump around and play, in a way he keeps Archie on his toes. The whole point of me getting a second cat was because Archie was not doing so well on his own, he grew up with other cats around when he was born so it was only right that I get a second cat to keep in entertained. Sadly I wasn’t entertaining enough for Archie lol. 

• Why do I love my job so much?

Honestly, I don’t like waking up early or even getting ready for work but it’s the first time I really don’t mind it! I love everyone there and I genuinely like the environment. I feel like everyone express themselves well, there’s no fake people, there’s no clic and we all get along. 

• What kind of movies do I like to watch right now?

I haven’t been watching many movies because my attention span can’t handle it! But right now I love watching videos on YouTube on cop cameras usually people getting arrested for DUI, speeding but decided to do something very stupid so then they get arrested. I am honestly learning a lot, like if a cop ask you to step out the car it’s mostly because they are towing your car or you’re getting arrested either way you’re not going home with your car lol and uhm never talk to a cop! They are not your friend because everything you say can be use against you even if you’re not at fault. If you’re in trouble stay silent and get a lawyer because you’re not obligated to speak to the cops it’s your right to remain silent and plead your case to the judge. 

• Am I still dieting?

Yes I am, I am losing weight like crazy well I hope I am because I want to lose weight right now. For personal reason but mostly for my overall health. 

• Do I still want Mbappé to go to real madrid?

As of today no! Let me explain; he already decided that he will stay this summer but psg is looking totally different now that we have new players who actually put the pressure on and neymar might be leaving so all of this is working in favor of Mbappe because him and ney did not really get along well. Before we needed a good team to surround Mbappe and I think we might have a good team right now; but we need a goal scorer and a finisher. Bernado Silva might be joining from Manchester city and that’s all good news! Ousmane Dembele is already here from the French team which is great! I want psg to win a champions league I really do! Just like Manchester city who won it for the first time last season this time I want it to be psg! If Mbappe stays I think it might happen! So yea I want him to stay so he can win with psg :)

• How do I process my emotions ?

I admit it’s hard to process my emotions when there are people watching me but I don’t have an audience anymore. When I used to live with my roommate, my cousin passed away and I was really sad but she was fine because she didn’t know my cousin and it was a toxic environment for the both of us because here I am morning the loss of my dear cousin who was like a brother to me and here she is enjoying life and she had the right to live life just like I had the right to be sad and properly mourn the loss of my cousin. It was hard to navigate towards my feelings and emotions because for me I felt like the world stop and it made me upset that other people were happy; but now I deal with my feelings differently. I have very strong emotions and I often act when I am emotional, at times I am in the wrong and I only realize that after! But now I just give myself the space to properly move on and heal because I am human and I validate my feelings because if I don’t who will? I usually stay away from the place or the person who cause me pain until I properly move on. I usually don’t come back because you can’t find happiness in the same place you lost it trust me you won’t and I have tried but the memories still haunt me.