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Empaths.

Recently something bad happened to me, I could have avoided it and I tried but trouble seems to always follow me. But one thing that shocked me is the fact that I knew something bad was going to happened and I knew it would shook my world. 

Last week end more like on Saturday I had plans with my friends, I was excited at first but later that afternoon I started crying for no reason! The tears really hurt! I would not stop crying! I was in sooooo much pain and I didn’t know where it hurts. After I cried, I knew something bad was going to happened and I prayed that I would recover because once I cried I knew it was done; I could not avoid it. 

When my cousin passed away they told me he was missing, I knew he was not missing. I texted him I said when you get home let me know and please tell me you’re okay. He never replied, that’s why I don’t like telling people tell me when you get home because I get really worried when they don’t tell me. I get the memory of myself that night crying on the floor not being able to eat for weeks….

Anyway, I am an empath. I know when something is wrong even when the person doesn’t tell me and I can’t tell them that I know because that would be weird. I don’t like being around drunk people, mad people or loud noises all of those things scare me and overstimulates my brain. 

I have been dissociating a lot lately because I cannot bare to face reality, I am scared and I feel lost.