quite frankly being transparent and totally open is something that I struggle with; I am working on being more honest and open with the people that I trust. I will get hurt either way! I get hurt by not letting anyone in so I might as well trust one person!
As I said before I am experiencing a burnout, and I was really scared because nothing that I tried was working to help me get rid of that feeling. I had to seek help, which is great, but I need to let people help me in order to get out of this... I do feel cared for, and I am beyond grateful for that :)