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My view on dating is distorted and I am glad that I have been single this whole time because I do believe that I am somehow selfish, I don’t think I understood what being a feminine woman was. Not until recently anyway! I always felt like I needed to be the provider or the ceo but as woman it’s okay to sit back and let a man take care of you. And it is not being a “pick me” to serve a man a plate or to be submissive! It’s okay to take care of the person you love. My ego didn’t allow me to be vulnerable or submissive. I needed to look at myself in the mirror and take accountability because I was the problem! 

I am not sure anymore… I don’t know exactly what type of men I want anymore because I am so confused. But I do know what I want in a man but does he have to be 6’3 ? What if he’s 5’9 then what? 

I used to see myself on pedestal but it’s good but that thinking allow me to be lonely! I am the prize but sometimes I do have to compromise!