“ I am the type of girl who wants to do everything herself and it’s not because I don’t think anyone can help me; it’s because I don’t expect anyone to help. All my life I had to do everything myself, wipe my own tears, be my own cheerleader, be my own support and role model. When someone genuinely wants to help me and I don’t mean someone who feels sorry for me I recognize it and I let them help me. I can tell when someone says something nice to me because they feel sorry for me, it’s either they saw me sitting alone looking sad and they come over to say something nice to make me feel better. Listen, I hate pity I rather you say nothing at all if you don’t really mean it. Truth is I just need a hug! I feel so overwhelmed! So lost! So alone! I am crying writing this… I just need my mommy:( can’t wait until she’s with me.”
