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It takes courage for me to share this picture below  but I do it to remind myself of how far I’ve come. And to show anyone who’s going through the same problem or who’s going through something dark that there is light at the end of the tunnel. 

I don’t look like that anymore, my skin did clear up by the grace of God. I used to cried myself to sleep daily , wishing I was not alive, hiding from everyone, my self esteem depleted and each day that went by I looked for ways to make this problem disappear.

Believe it or not I had some form of relief in this picture my skin was actually getting better, my acne wasn’t inflamed anymore but rather it was drying up. I could see my own skin through the imperfection, I could find my beautiful eyes , my cute nose and lips in the picture. Although I was extremely sad but I love this picture because even through the severity of my acne I still saw my beautiful face underneath it all. Today I am sad but there’s beauty in my sadness, I am mourning a part of me that is gone. I am honoring my dad by pushing through the pain, I am staying strong for my mother because she needs me more than ever. I am doing all that I can to survive for my cats because no one else will take better care of them than I do… my blog is a safe place for me and all of my readers.