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Hey,

My words were harsh in one of the post I wrote this week end, that is the reason why I need a break. I have a lot of negative thoughts and I don’t want to bring that energy here. I do in fact need a friend; I have a few friends that I love. I have been praying to Jehovah and I realize my view on dating is understandable but I need to be nicer. I won’t talk to guys I am not interested in anymore because I am not a flirt and I don’t want to lead anyone on. I’ve never flirted with anyone I didn’t want maybe I changed my mind after but in the moment that’s what I wanted. I don’t want to be alone forever even my post gave that impression but I do want to find love. I am in contradiction with my feelings and emotions; I know exactly what I want but I am afraid to even go for it or to even say it…

please excuse that post, I am not a mean person but just going through changes.