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How my day goes.

I am very solitary person when I am not at work. I like being alone even though the idea of being lonely scares me but most of the time I don’t feel lonely when I am by myself ; I am mostly just happy to be alone. 

I am scared to open up to any men because every time I fall in love I become obsessed and soon enough he’s all I can think about. I like to keep my sanity and one way I can do that is by not trying at all. Most people think I am looking for a man because I go on dates and I talk about a few men here and there if not rarely but truly I am not looking to date! Shocking ! I know. For someone who’s not looking to date anyone I sure do flirt a lot! But no. I like to have fun and talking to a guy is fun for me but as soon as I find myself smiling at his text I stop the conversation. Wait this is about my day! Not my journal entry… 

Ok so when I am not at work I cook a lot, I love going on Pinterest and finding recipes. I write in my journal, read books here and there but I am not consistent. I also watch a ton of short documentaries on YouTube because I can’t commit to an hour long movie even if those videos are sometimes longer than an actual movie but knowing that it’s not a movie makes me feel better. I don’t like to commit to anything because I find it limiting… I like being free. Having pets is actually a commitment because I can’t just pack up a bag and leave; I have to think about where I am leaving them. Don’t get me wrong I love my pets, I just hate it when I have to leave them behind because when I go on vacation I miss them a lot! Especially pixie because he always sleeps with me. Archie is very independent but I love him a lot… and Selie’s paws are so soft it’s like leather! If I talk about one cat I have to talk about all of them I’m sorry!

Anyways my dream is to live far away from the city in a house in the woods lol! Weird I know but I just love that idea. Not too far in the woods but close enough that I can see cars driving by. I want an old wood style home but with a very modern interior with a black kitchen and sink (I’ll insert a picture below) uhm I am not sure what this post was supposed to be about anymore ! Oh wait it was suppose to be about my day! Well it’s boring anyways you wouldn’t care. Here’s the picture below :)