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how are my boys.

Archie is fine, he is eating but he is sleeping a lot. Pixie is eating but he is very needy, he's always with me when I am home. He meows a lot at night, so I allow him to stay with me so that he doesn't feel alone. I can see the hurt in his eyes, it pains me that I can't take it away. I will not get a third cat because it's too much. My boys have to lean on each other... I love them to death. I have to be strong for them. They saw me crying me yesterday and I knew they understood my pain because they both stayed with me. Normally I would lock myself in the bathroom or the closet to cry, but I just couldn't hold my tears... it's too painful. I find myself crying out of nowhere especially when I see a picture of her.