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Q&A

What is one thing that I want to do ? 

I want to go to a rage room. It is a place where you go to smash certain objects, to scream and to let out your anger and frustration. I don’t know how to express my anger at all, I never express it. I let it bottle up inside of me or I just brush it off. I am always scared that one day it might come out 10 folds! I really want to go to a rage room soon.

What is one thing I like to do weekly?

Besides getting my favorite drink at Starbucks every Friday now I love going to crumble cookies on the week end,my work bestie took me there 2 weeks ago and it was soooo fun! No I even go alone to get my weekly cookie lol

Will I get another cat?

No I won’t, I will stay with my boys. 

What is one habit I want to develop?

I have the habit of journaling but I wish I could do it daily, I do it a few times a week but every morning before I leave the house or before I go to bed  would have been better.

Why do I hate parties?

Believe it or not I actually don’t hate parties that much, I don’t like them but if I have my closest friends with me and I am in a good mood I will have a splendid time ! I don’t like going alone that’s all. 

Am I seeing someone ?

No, I push everyone away currently and it’s not intentional well maybe it is. Some of them don’t reach out and I will never reach out because I don’t care to talk at the moment. 

Why do I want to be alone?

I am struggling with wanting to be alone and with wanting to be alone with someone. After going through traumatic events I just retrieved back into my shell to lick my wounds  until I feel better. I don’t seek help when I am falling apart anymore, I just disappear which is bad. 

Do I have a vacation coming up?

Yes and I am super excited ;)