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Today is a hard day for me because it is Tuesday and I have meeting! The last time I had a meeting on Tuesday was the day my dad passed away. I am someone who remember  a hard day perfectly, I remember what I was wearing… my memory is so good when it comes to a day where my life fell apart!

So no I am not having a good day, I am reliving the same things over again. I just feel so sad and lost… I don’t like today. 

It’s my CO visit and I should be happy but this week is forever tinted, I hate that I am alone. I am always alone hence why I have my cats but if feels devastating to be alone while experiencing the loss of my dad…. I just wish I had someone…