I’m human.
When I was a child I was exposed to things that I shouldn’t have especially when it came to watching certain movies or shows and before any judgments my parents did their best. I started watching the series sex in the city when I was like 8 years old. I understood what I could, but to be honest I never saw any intimate scenes because they would be cut off or not shown.
The reason why I brought up that show is because of Carrie she had many cringeworthy moments on the show when it came to her dating life and even with her friends but I can’t relate with her there. She was soooo in love with Mr Big and he was sooo nonchalant about it. I am not the type of girl who will ride or die for you lol or beg you to be with me I couldn’t care less but I will do a lot of cringe stuff and after I would hate myself for doing them. I won’t say the right thing, or do the right thing! I’ve never dated anyone! I never even tried! I’m a free spirit I just let myself experience things. At times I hate myself for doing too much or for not doing enough it’s either one or the other! I don’t even look at men anymore (except that one guy he’s soooo fine and I’m not talking about Mbappé lol) I just can’t stand men! Ugh but at the same time I want to fall in love and have babies! I want a partner to travel with, I hate doing it alone.
In the meantime I am in my bad girl era, just do as I please and you can judge me for it if you want but I promise I won’t be too bad.