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What’s going on?

A lot has happened in the last 3 weeks! I haven’t worked out since the end of July. I will get back in the gym  before the end of august. I had to take a break I won’t get into much details.

I’ve lost about 15 pounds! Some of that was fine with me. I finally cooked today I made a rotisserie chicken recipe with sautéed spinach and mushrooms, with roasted potatoes on the side. I am very grateful to be alive and well ! Thank you Jehovah. Only God and I know what I’ve been through those last weeks; I am at the end of the tunnel now and I am safe. My mother has been my biggest support system as per usual. She stayed on the phone with me until I fell asleep and until I was done crying each night she’s the best mom a girl could have. I don’t tell my friends my issues anymore they don’t care and I figured that out a long time ago. Jehovah and my mom are on my side and for now that’s all I need. 

If you spent some time with me last week you would know something was wrong! Those eye bags, that far away look, and that fake smile gosh my mom can spot it through the phone. But I am good now, and I am not faking it I really am okay. I will get back in the gym next week.