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My problem with some people.

The way that I accept everyone for who they are even though I don’t agree with everything they do,, I wish people would do that for me. For example I will never go out of my way to make anyone feel less than or as if there’s something wrong with them. I wish some people would give me that same grace, not that I really care because I live a very secluded life! And  I’m not exaggerating at all when I say this because my wall is up so high  that it’s hard for people to get past it. I tell you what I want to tell you, I show you what I want you to see. Trust me when I say this you don’t even know the half of it. 

I wish some people would just let me live in peace, just understand I am not extroverted when I don’t want to be. Leave me alone! Stop making me feel like  something is wrong with me because I didn’t show up to your little get together. When I said « I’ll think about it » I really meant « no » but of course I’m still learning how to say no. At this point in my life I want to be left alone, I am hurt. I am still

Mourning the loss of my father and my sweet cat Selie. I don’t have to be who you want, you can go find what you’re looking for somewhere else because I’m not it. And it’s okay but don’t change me. Leave me alone. The same way I will never expect you to do the same things I love to do, don’t expect me to do the same things you love to do. It’s okay to be different, we can love and accept each other the way we are. 

When I’m interested in someone romantically I let them see me, I let them see my mess because I’ll know if you truly love me for real if you  stick around. It’s fun times but there are dark times too. I would rather you leave me alone than for you to fake wanting to be with me when you know you don’t like me at all. Just leave alone.