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Is it shallow?

I was talking to a friend and she told me that I am vain for wanting a tall guy. I laughed because I thought it was funny the way she said it, but was she right?

I believe we all deserve to date someone we are physically attracted to. If I am vain then be it because it’s my heart on the line I would rather look at my man and want to eat him every time (wait pause!) what I mean is I want to be attracted to my man in every way both physically and emotionally. One of the reasons why I cannot do long distance is because  I need to physically see you to make up my mind. I don’t trust pictures at all, I want to see you in front of me to really fall in love. I cannot fall in love with just FaceTime and a voice. 

I do love tall men, if you’re a short king then I am sorry you might have a hard time getting me to fall in love with you. That’s just my preference and not just any tall man I know what I like and he will know. I am very picky! Every guy is my friend (except that one and he knows). You might find it hard to believe because I’ve never open up about that but It’s very rare that I feel something romantic for someone! I can count on one hand how many people I’ve actually liked, and I mean deeply fell for.  Some people I said I had a crush on is just pure admiration but there was no romantic feelings. My therapist once told me I think you are asexual and I disagree ! I have those feelings but only for the person I connect with. My love is rare… the guy I kissed in the beginning of the year that I had no romantic feelings for haunts me to this day because I didn’t want any of that. 

There are some people that I want to like but I just can’t! I always knew who I want and what I want but in life you don’t always get what you want.