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Honestly this is just a freestyle I am not sure what to write about so I will write about anything that comes to mind! I feel MEH, not BLEH and the difference between both is that when I feel like MEH some things don't really excite me, but I still get excited here and there but when I feel like BLEH I am most likely going through a depressive episode and I am sort of sad, distraught, defeated, ready to throw in the towel.

Yesterday's workout was great! I didn't think it was going to be a great work out because I have my period and I was feeling a little down, but I said you know what I will show up anyway! even though it's really cold and slippery outside I will wear my sweats and show up. When I got there, I started on the treadmill for a good stretch in my legs and to get the adrenaline going in my brain. Let's just say I got really excited, and my playlist was booming! I ran full sprint and walk just for a little bit and then I moved on to strength training. I always stretch before I lift weights because I want to be able to walk the next day and minimize the muscle soreness, plus when you stretch you recover faster. I am a little sore today actually but why is it when I wake up, I never feel anything but by lunchtime I feel sore! I guess more time has passed and my muscles are recovering.

You know as I think about it some guys find me weird because I don't play games at all! I think that's odd especially in today's day and age. Girls will play hard to get, find a way to make him miss you or just tease the guy well I am not like that. I either like you or I don't, and I won't throw myself at you either but if you come my way, I will make it known that I want you! why hide it? love is art to me, love is beautiful. If it pains me to love you, I'll just avoid you and never speak to you so I can move on, I always move on. I will not call a guy, bother him or text him all day because that's how you get attached and played... I don't want that. I just want peace but once I find the man I am looking for I will call him, I will text him... but with limits we both got a life... sometimes I need space. If a man somewhere is waiting for me to call him, he will die not hearing my voice because as a man why do you want me to chase you? eww lol. I find a man who knows exatcly what he wants and goes for it to be so beautiful and sexy...

Cats really do teach you about patience and boundaries! if a cat doesn't want attention, they will make it known. You can play with a dog all day; you can yell at them, and they will stay loyal to you (not that any dog owners should mistreat their pet) but if you yell at a cat or do something they don't like they will punish you! one time I stepped on Archie's tail, he went to hide for the whole day and didn't let me pet him for 3 days! he was so upset and traumatized. When a cat gives you their trust you have to cherish that because they hold grudges! they understand humans emotions! that's why I love cats because they are very emotionally intelligent. They're mysterious, graceful and beautiful.