some things

My fitness journey is going well but the only thing I am worried about is my gut health and y'all know how much I really want abs or a flat belly but it's tough because I have really bad indigestive issues. On a good day my belly is flat but when my issues start that's when my belly swell up a little. recently I have been drinking a lot of green tea, ginger tea... to help with my gut health and I am so glad that I started doing that because it does help me lose more visceral fat which is fat surrounding the belly. My lower body work out is A1 I have nothing to change because I am seeing great results, but my upper body work out could use some help because I really want a nice muscular back with a nice stomach. I will get there don't worry because I am very determined :) my husband is going to have a hot wife with a nice body. (he will be a lucky man for sure) the fact that next month will make it 1 year of me working out consistently is impressive! my body has changed a lot! especially my glutes! they were wide but now they have a nice, plumped shape :) and they are sticking out!!! thank you to RDL'S

Relationships, well I am just having fun, but I hate it when men move too fast like woah I just met you why are you talking about us being together? and I will not kiss you on the first date either just get your paws off of me! I hate being touched, let me come to you because I will if I want you to touch or kiss me (I will tell you; I am not shy especially if I know you want the same thing) but don't automatically start touching me! that's weird. If I am having fun with you, why are you telling me we will never be together? that shit really pissed me off because you think I don't know that? Did I ask you to be with me? I just want to have a little fun and move on to the next. Just enjoy me while I am there because I will leave and you might never get to see me or talk to me again. some men think every girl want them! I don't want a man who all the girls want because I am super possessive! what's mine is mine and I will not share.

personality, I am kind but not nice. I will always stand up for myself, tell you exactly when you pissed me off and treat you accordingly. I don't let nothing fly without acknowledging it unless it's not that deep then I won't even speak on it. People get Suprise when they see how rude I can be, but I am never rude unless I need to be and even then, I still wish I didn't have to react like that. Believe me when I tell you I can be really mean and act like you don't exist at all especially if you are rude to me. I love myself too much to let anyone mistreat me I'd rather save myself. I am kind not nice and there's a huge difference.