OCD ROUTINE

When someone ask me what my daily routine is or what I am doing during the day I often decline to tell them exactly what I am doing, here's why. 

If it's a complete stranger or someone I just met I will not tell them what I am doing each day because I am easy to stalk which is why I keep my routes hidden and my routine private. No one knows what I am doing at what time unless you're my mom, my best friend or a close friend because each day I repeat the same task. I have ocd with order I will always drive a certain way, do my laundry a certain way, clean a certain way, do my makeup and hair a certain way, park in one location, wash my hair on a specific day, work out at specific hours each day, work out each muscle on specific days of the week for example Thursdays will forever be the day I train my back, I sit in a particular section or way, work out a specific way and if I have to change any of those things I get distressed and I panic. Everything is planned out but there isn't much plan because I have the same routine which is why I don't like telling people what I am doing because if they pay attention they will know what I am doing and where I am at all times, I hate that. You may be wondering then why don't you just change your routine if you're scared? I wish I could but it's a medical condition and for the sake of my mental health I do not fight it.

I don't like when people follow me or know where I live...what gym I work out in or what places I go to. Unless I trust you I will never tell anyone I don't trust. I don't bring just anyone to my house, that's my world. I brought 7 people to my house and 5 of them are my family. I am very strict, I don't let just anyone in my life or in my world. So if I let you in yes you can feel special because I don't do that. I am a loner.