appearance.

Hey everyone, I've been kind of busy lately but I realize something today.

How it started...

I had to go to a really important event earlier and so I thought I should dress the part. Let's just say the outfit I had in my mind is now what I was wearing. I've already mentioned that I've gained weight well I gained a lot more now, which is fine because it's the right amount for me but I for the first time in my life I felt like it was hard for me to fit in anything; well not in all the stores but in my closet. I did not like that and I was wearing clothes a few sizes too small. I guess I have to shop once again but I don't really feel like it.

(how it's going, nah just kidding lol)Let's get into it.

It's not the first time I've had to go to that important thing but every time I go I try to have the best outfit so I would dress to impress but every time I try to dress impeccably I did not get what I want. Today I didn't really look how I wanted to but I try to make my personality shine through the roof. To be honest I would rather someone like me for my personality instead of how I dress. I realize that it's never all about your appearance it's mostly about what's in your head, I mean I knew that but I had the chance to experience it firsthand because there is no way I got what I got because I dress nice because in my head I was wearing the worse outfit ever.