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2018-01-06T04:53:51+01:00

present day.

Publié par Gaelle.R 6 Janvier 2018 à 04:53 AM

skin glowing, always smiling.

I am happy.

I am looking in the mirror and I love the girl that's staring back at me.

I thought I've lost her.

I thought she was gone in the midst of the tragedy.

She was still here locked in and ready to be seen again.

She doesn't mind that her hair is looking a mess.

she doesn't mind that her shoes are untie.

She doesn't care what she sounds like laughing anymore.

It's all coming back to her.

The way she use to care bout what she looked like doesn't bother her anymore.

As she stop caring she has started looking more like herself and even more beautiful.

she's running because she has no time to wait.

She is no longer waiting...

she goes for what she wants and she leave what she doesn't want.

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2018-01-05T01:11:55+01:00

judging.

Publié par Gaelle.R 5 Janvier 2018 à 01:11 AM

hey there !

I haven't discuss anything for a while now and so I was like I am housebound from this snowstorm why not come see my faithful readers. I live in New England so the weather is really bad right now.

judging?

Have you ever been judged?

well I have and I guess people's reason for judging me is that I am quiet so they don't know what's going on in my head or behind those humongous eyes (lol). My eyes are normal okay. some people judge me because they don't know me. I am calm and serious a little bit mysterious and I guess that's why people sometimes expect the worse from me. I can't really change it's my personality, I was born like this and I will not change for anyone other than myself. I mean for whatever reason that you're judging me I doubt that It's something I said that gave it away. I am well aware that I say some pretty dumb stuff a lot of times. My jokes may be inappropriate well not literally maybe you heard something a way that I didn't mean to. The English language is a very dirty language lol.

maybe you've been judged because of the way you dress, talk or just for nothing. Truth is someone is always going to judge you because that's what they do. Maybe they feel threaten by you or they just can't handle you so they say things that aren't even there.

chin up. forget about them be proud of yourself because baby you got something they don't have.

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2018-01-01T16:45:00+01:00

currently.

Publié par Gaelle.R 1 Janvier 2018 à 04:45 PM

Life is not easy and I say that everyday. when you can't get what you want when you want it. When you feel like the world is coming down on you. Lately I have been feeling down but enough for me to get back up. I am not sad I am just disappointed and I feel like some things could have been better but they are not. I don't wanna give up I know this fight will mean something. I know that some day I will make it I will keep fighting to become the writer that I know that I can be. I want to publish something I want to be known for my writing. I have so many things in my mind and I feel like some things are out of my control yet I keep on reaching because I would hate to sit and not fight. I have been slacking and I feel like I should have been further with my accomplishment. I have accomplish some things and I am proud of them. I am a poet, an author and sadly a dreamer... I hope all of this makes sense to me as I read them again because I am feeling down and I think that I forgot who I am. Maybe when I read this again I will remember. There is no one else to blame when you're feeling down just because someone said something or did something you're the one who let it bother you. You could act like nothing happen but because we're humans and we have feelings so we get hurt in some ways. We may lose ourselves and we may forget who we are. In my case because I am harder on myself than I am with anyone else so it feels like the world is ending. When I look back and I see all of the things that happen and that's when I feel the way I feel today. I need to know that it is in the past and what's done is done and I need to move on. I can't stop here I have too much to offer, I should keep on going.

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