currently.

Life is not easy and I say that everyday. when you can't get what you want when you want it. When  you feel like the world is coming down on you. Lately I have been feeling down but  enough for me to get back up. I am not sad I am just disappointed and I feel like some things could have been better but they are not. I don't wanna give up I know this fight will mean something. I know that some day I will make it I will keep fighting to become the writer that I know that I can be. I want to publish something I want to be known for my writing. I have so many things in my mind and I feel like some things are out of my control yet I keep on reaching because I would hate to sit and not fight. I have been slacking and I feel like I should have been further with my accomplishment. I have accomplish some things and I am proud of them. I am a poet, an author and sadly a dreamer... I hope all of this makes sense to me as I read them again because I am feeling down and I think that I forgot who I am. Maybe when I read this again I will remember. There is no one else to blame when you're feeling down just because someone said something or did something you're the one who let it bother you. You could act like nothing happen but because we're humans and we have feelings so we get hurt in some ways. We may lose ourselves and we may forget who we are. In my case because I am harder on myself than I am with anyone else so it feels like the world is ending. When I look back and I see all of the things that happen and that's when I feel the way I feel today. I need to know that it is in the past and what's done is done and I need to move on. I can't stop here I have too much to offer, I should keep on going.