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Bad habits
As I mentioned before I had a lot of bad habits in 2023, and some of them were in fact life threatening but did I care to change? not really, I just hoped for the best and that is the wrong way to go through life. I have a lot to learn but I am glad that I am taking accountabilities for all of my mistakes and wrong doings. I am hard on myself more than I am on other people, I can turn a small mistake into this huge thing where I even start to hate myself which is in fact wrong! because I need to be kind to myself.
It is the third day of January, and I am pumped up because I just started to implement great habits that will turn me into a much better person in the long run, but it is still the beginning of the year which means I need to keep going. I need to keep doing those things so that they can become part of my daily routine, at times it will get hard, but I try to start really slow so that I don't give myself more than I can handle. For example, some of the new habits that I am confortable sharing:
- I try to spend time with God first thing in the morning, I would not look at my phone to answer text or check Instagram; I will go straight to the jw.org app and read the daily text and really take my time with it (for that I try to go to bed earlier so that I can wake up at a reasonable time so that I don't rush my time with God) I would pray and cry. I would ask God for a peace of mind because I can be really stressed.
- I try to watch less TV. so that I have more time for my personal study and other important things.
I promise myself that I will do my best this year and I will with the help of God.
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your perspective on life will change the way you live your life, if you're only looking at the small part of the picture and not the picture as a whole then you will only see the imperfect aspects of life.
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My view on dating is distorted and I am glad that I have been single this whole time because I do believe that I am somehow selfish, I don’t think I understood what being a feminine woman was. Not until recently anyway! I always felt like I needed to be the provider or the ceo but as woman it’s okay to sit back and let a man take care of you. And it is not being a “pick me” to serve a man a plate or to be submissive! It’s okay to take care of the person you love. My ego didn’t allow me to be vulnerable or submissive. I needed to look at myself in the mirror and take accountability because I was the problem!
I am not sure anymore… I don’t know exactly what type of men I want anymore because I am so confused. But I do know what I want in a man but does he have to be 6’3 ? What if he’s 5’9 then what?
I used to see myself on pedestal but it’s good but that thinking allow me to be lonely! I am the prize but sometimes I do have to compromise!