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This whole virus thing is driving me crazy. I am a very anxious person and now I am so scared when I go out that I feel like throwing away everything I wore. I am kind of paranoid now that someone at my job had it but no worries that person was taking into the hospital and they only find out when he got there. Even if I did not work on that day but what if another coworker was contaminated with it and I work with that person afterwards? 

Not only does someone at my job have it but 2 members of  my family have it too. I don't know this is very traumatizing for all of us and the fact that people are dying. We took it lightly when it first came out but now it's really taking over. I really don't care about not having a summer this year, I'm just worried about being alive (and everyone that I know) at the end of the year. I hope everyone is taking a lot of precautions.