facts.

 some truths.

1. I write better when I am sad. For some reason, the pain just inspires me even more. I try to not get carried away because I could express my pain way more than I actually feel it, to sum it up I tend to exaggerate my pain when I am hurting. I tend to describe it as a "dark hole" because I am not able to describe some pain too well. As I get older I get familiar with what a broken heart feels like which is like a physical pain like being hit with a ball hard but you feel the pain in your heart. I get familiar with the feeling of being disappointed which is like a feeling of realizing that things are not what they seem and the list goes on...
2. I never hit snooze on my alarm clock except on the weekend because that is the only time I feel comfortable to hit snooze and delay my day. I don't have to go to work on the weekend so it doesn't hurt that much to sleep in. I cannot have multiple alarms to wake me up because one is enough and multiple alarms give me headaches.
3. I like vintage stuff like typewriter, record player (I just got one and I am so happy), old photograph, old furniture with a classic touch, old movies (black and white films) the way the actors speak is so different it's like from a different time it's just so clean and sophisticated.
4. Hugs make me uncomfortable I said that before lol.
5. I love disappearing. You could see me for a while and never see me again so enjoy my presence while it last because I won't always be there even if it feels like I am. I will leave one day and I may not come back.
6. I love classical music. My love for classical music is really deep I don't know how to describe it. Also, I hate jazz sorry.