Update.

hey guys,

One friendly reminder: No matter how passionate and invested I am about my craft, I will only do it if I am inspired. Truth is I can never go a full month without writing.

Like everything else in my life I will only do something if I want to it doesn’t matter what it is, if I want to succeed and excel I will only achieve my goals unless I sat down with myself and give an agreement. When I want to do something I go all in and there is no obstacles that can wear me down because I will fight until there is not a single breath left in me. No one can force me into doing anything unless I want to... for instance at a very young age I wanted to pursue a career in medicine although I am working in health care but I am not sure if that’s what I want anymore. I want to create, publish, inspire, travel and to explore new sides of me that I didn’t know about. I want to grow spiritually and I want to feel even closer to Jehovah; that is all I want in life.

Although I may not be traveling right this minute because of Covid but slowly I will ease into that life. One thing I learn is that we all have a purpose and for so long I have tried to make what my parents want my purpose, or to make what my other friends are doing part of my goals but I took a step back and there was really no one standing back there with me; I took a good look at my life and I realize that I never wanted those things that I’ve spent years chasing. All I ever wanted has always been inside of me all along, I have been looking elsewhere for my purpose while I was living in it sadly I was too blinded to see that. I am slowly making my way back into the light and I am very grateful that I had a little time to think everything through. Now what next?