update.

First update for this month yay!!

I am not sure if I did one last month but I am pretty sure that I did even if it was through a video or me just talking about what's going on. There are a lot of new stuff happening and there are still things that are the same. I have been trying to speak and write more in French because in my opinion the greatest story I've ever written was in French nothing wrong with English but it's just my third language.

I am working everyday on something new but I just want to focus on one thing so I can finish it instead of starting 100 stuff and not finish one. Archie is doing great I am changing his food because the one he loves is way too expensive and mommy is trying to save money. He let me sleep now and I think we came to an understanding that when I turn off my TV that it is time for bed. He is simply so cute guys, he's my bundle of joy.... wait one more update I did cut all of my hair and the buzzcut looks great on me because I was blessed with a big head lol... I did indeed cut my hair without planning, I remember that it was a Sunday afternoon and I saw a beautiful girl with a buzzcut either on my phone or on tv I can't remember but that inspired me to run to my bathroom in front of my mirror and cut all of my hair...uhm I know that is crazy! lol but there were other stuff going on with me and my hair is already gone there's nothing I can do but to appreciate it and to cherish it.

what prompted me to take a break?

I did take a short break last week which was for almost a week and uhm I just didn't want to write any quotes or poems or anything whatsoever because I was not in a great place. I tried to refrain myself from writing anything that I would regret and I am glad that I did because it was a very emotional time for me. Usually I use my emotions in my poems but I just didn't want to do it. I am fighting to get to a better place :)

I don't have anything else to say.