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2014-06-02T15:30:04+02:00

Stop pretending.....

Publié par Gaelle.R 2 Juin 2014 à 03:30 PM

First of all I put my safety in danger to save someone else life,

I crash what suppose to be my defense into the wall.

I shut my eyes when everything is happening,

the truth is,

I rest until my hero comes to rescue me.

I would wear my cutest clothes to impress you,

I pretend to be radiant,

but inside of this whole shining compose,

there is my dark side.

Just inside where no one never take a look at,

where everyone thought was empty

but instead

it's full of misery, tears, pain

and it's a shame that I can hide all of it gracefully.

I'm hiding it in front of the whole world,

they never know.

I thought it was insane to let it show.

there is one thing we all hate:" people who pretend to feel sorry"

don't let me started on how they act cause they know themselves more than I know them.

I hate to sit and watch someone pretending to love somebody else,

all they want is to destroy the tiniest light in my life.

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2014-06-02T15:16:49+02:00

I wouldn't !

Publié par Gaelle.R 2 Juin 2014 à 03:16 PM

Peace I ask,

I would not have to start over if nothing never happen,

I would not have to talk if i have nothing to say.

I believe in the power of silence,

we wouldn't be sick if it wasn't for our sins,

I would not have to run if you didn't scared me.

I would not have to hate you if you stayed your way.

I would not have to get you out of my life if you were good enough to stay.

I would not have to hide if I wanted to see you,

I wouldn't be depressed if I never met you.

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2014-06-02T15:11:44+02:00

when?

Publié par Gaelle.R 2 Juin 2014 à 03:11 PM

I will change when the flowers stop being so beautiful.

I will give up when the sun will no longer exist.

I will continue to fight day and night without stopping.

I will fly like a butterfly but with no wings,

have you seen one?

cause i'm about to turn into one.

I'll make the difference

I will show you what someone like me can do.

Don't bother apologizing for what you did,

cause getting out of bed is not the reason why I live for anymore.

I don't care if you still want me to forgive you

cause I forgot everything already,

you just trying to remind me of what you did

and of course

I don't even know you anymore.

Why would you stop living for someone who doesn't even care that you're alive?

why would stop breathing because he left you for someone else?

why would you stop eating cause you think you're fat?

by the way do you know how many people want that food ?

you just tossed out of the trash?

-I try to remind myself that everyday even though I do it sometimes.

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2014-06-02T15:01:27+02:00

ZZZZzzzzz...

Publié par Gaelle.R 2 Juin 2014 à 03:01 PM

I feel all dizzy all of a sudden,

i'm wondering if i did something wrong.

But not that i know anything ,

I'm clueless.

I don't remember anything about myself,

not even where I live.

What's happening?

why can't i open my eyes ?

I can't see a thing but i'm trying to walk anyway.

I don't who's watching but there is someone right next to me,

I don't know who that is

even though i'm about to fall he/she doesn't help at all.

I'm trying to say :" is there anyone there?"

but nothing came out.

What should i do now that i can't talk?

it all feels like a blur in my mind...

now i remember i'm still dreaming

and of course nothing is real.

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2014-06-02T14:47:58+02:00

# littlesomething :)

Publié par Gaelle.R 2 Juin 2014 à 02:47 PM

When you have nothing to lose you're not afraid to try

you don't have to lose.

If i'm not the one for you...

then who's for me?

i'm trying to find a way to be heard

and to be proud,

the world is mixed up together,

but it's clear right here in my mind.

i'm not afraid to show it

even though some people might not see the point...

But we're different

somehow we can all be the same

if we're following one thing at the same time.

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2014-06-02T14:38:49+02:00

J'en ai marre a la fin... ??? :)

Publié par Gaelle.R 2 Juin 2014 à 02:38 PM

Mais qu'est ce que je dois faire a la fin? je fou tout en l'air

tout a coup

je ne suis plus la meme

alors que j'ai le meme prenom.

J'ai peut etre une toute nouvelle signature mais quoi?

je suis tourjours la meme.

On regarde toujours

si elle fait quelque chose mal

alors qu'on est tous pareil.

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2014-06-02T14:31:18+02:00

Sick of that

Publié par Gaelle.R 2 Juin 2014 à 02:31 PM

God i'm sick of that aren't you? sick of always checking my back looking behind my back looking behind me, watching what i'm saying,think,do. I can't - I can't breathe, i can't sleep, i can't move, i can't talk, i can't talk, i can't walk. I feel like there are walls everywhere i go -bam ! there's a wall everything i want -bam another wall.

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2014-06-02T14:25:36+02:00

walk the talk ...

Publié par Gaelle.R 2 Juin 2014 à 02:25 PM

Somehow i find it ridiculous that we can share everything

with the whole entire world,

In just a minute

and that's exactly what I'm doing...

But it's not all about me

but when Miley came back all insane,

I see what everyone been talking about.

We all try to show how talented we are

and how smart we are

but we always forget about our own personality.

These days when i say" he's got a good personality "

they all laugh and say

" it's not about that ! who cares he's nice but is he talented enough to make people pay attention"

I feel like we all can just come out and do whatever other people expect us to do,

why?

I don't care about the future anymore,

but i''l make sure it's good.

One day all pain will be over and wash away,

like the dirt on the ground before the rain show up...

"Don't wear fear or nobody will know you're there, you're there"

-Cat stevens

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2014-06-02T14:12:13+02:00

All up in my mind...( we only live once)

Publié par Gaelle.R 2 Juin 2014 à 02:12 PM

I stop thinking about how good life could be years ago,

it doesn't help at all to wake in the morning and say" my life suck"

cause the truth is some people don't have one.

Why not enjoy this when I have it?

Somehow i'm willing to risk it all

just because i want to live it up,

i don't know if we all feel the same way.

All i know is

I lost my mind every time I chose the wrong path.

I can't stand to stand there looking at them live it,

why can't we all share together?

why do we all have to be so judgmental once in a while?

who cares if she can't sing !

but we all listen to her song anyway just to make fun of her.

Why can't we all try to forget and start over ?

we always have to look back

and wonder

what would it be like if i was there?

The truth is you're only getting mad at yourself

cause you can't go back in the past !

now here's a tissue and be brave.

We all have a turn,

it might be yours right now but

don't let get away without trying...

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2014-06-02T14:02:31+02:00

what i do with my life ? i'll tell ya...

Publié par Gaelle.R 2 Juin 2014 à 02:02 PM

I mess it up

and it all put back together,

when i feel like i should do the right thing.

I say what's on my mind any time

even though it doesn't make much sense to you,

but to me it all make sense.

I will always say what i think

cause I have to get it out,

we all should do it once in a while.

When i don't want to talk i stay in the corner

and i do what i'm suppose to be doing.

I smile when someone smile at me

because i think it's nice,

i hate fooling people but

sometimes it came out right

then suddenly i seem perfect when obviously i mess up all the time.

Somehow i manage to become bright

but not enough to stop me from trouble.

But the thing is,

it doesn't matter about who you are

or anything it's just YOU,

you can do whatever you want with your own life.

The worse that could ever happen to you

is if you only chose the wrong path.

Life isn't really what you think it is,

sorry but we are all wrong.

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