when?

I will change when the flowers stop being so beautiful.

I will give up when the sun will no longer exist.

I will continue to fight day and night without stopping.

I will fly like a butterfly but with no wings,

have you seen one?

cause i'm about to turn into one.

I'll make the difference

I will  show you what someone like me can do.

Don't bother apologizing for what you did,

cause getting out of bed is not the reason why I  live for anymore.

I don't care if you still want me to forgive you

cause I forgot everything already,

you just trying to remind me of what you did

and of course

I  don't even know you anymore.

Why would you stop living for someone who doesn't even care that you're alive?

why would stop breathing because he left you for someone else?

why would you stop eating cause you think you're fat?

by the way do you know how many people want that food ?

you just tossed out of the trash?

-I  try to remind myself that everyday even though I do it sometimes.