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2017-01-06T04:26:59+01:00

the way the world works in my eyes

Publié par Gaelle.R 6 Janvier 2017 à 04:26 AM

Hello..

Life is amazing ain't it? And so many surprises ! I wonder how much we can take in a week or a day !! If you see me writing this you would be like why is she so excited she doesn't seem that happy. I don't believe in pretending to be happy anymore, if i'm sad then let me be sad. You can try cheer me up but I was sad for a reason and that reason still remain. No matter what happens, no matter how loud you laugh you will still have problem it's just how you treat them. Some people can't function if they are missing someone while others just try to be busy as much as possible. We are all different and that's something I like about humans. We don't act the same way, we think differently, we love differently and we live different. I am just here wondering how can we were made by the same person but we are still different ? I mean we are all made by one creator.

It was a wonderful way to start what I am about to tell you but what I am about to say is not something I take lightly and some of you may not agree but this is my blog and I am allowed to leave my opinions here. Not to be rude lol. First of all when I say we all love differently I mean some of you may love with your all while someone else measure that love and may not want to give their all. I don't blame those people, not everyone care about your love it's the way of the world. Not everyone care that you care about them. Maybe they are so blinded that they cannot see the love. In my opinion if you care a lot for someone that doesn't seem to care about you then you need to let them go. Honestly I have never care about someone that act like they didn't care because I used to make sure to leave before I even care LOL I am not cold blooded I just hated the idea of getting your broken but nowadays as I am growing up I feel a huge hole without love. I realize that you need to love someone, you need to care about someone because that's what humans do. You supposed to love and care about someone else because you were created to do so. You were not made to love yourself. And if you repressed that love you will regret it... you need to let that love flow out. I am only realizing that not too long ago. Last year I used to say no to love, I am not ready but I don't think It's the right way to go. It may not be the best for me now but who I am to know when I am ready to love? Actually I do not know much about love I have been avoiding it for so long that I think I may start looking like those full on hard-working women who are married to their job and I don't want to look like that.

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2017-01-04T00:30:12+01:00

if it was not for real

Publié par Gaelle.R 4 Janvier 2017 à 12:30 AM

Hi there...

I am currently deciding on what to write about, it is in fact a new year and I feel different maybe it's because I want things to be different this year but so far I am doing little by little all the things I have been avoiding. Why? because while I was avoiding all of these things I was still sad about what could've happen if I did. Right now this year I will go ahead and do it because I am only getting older. I won't do any stupid, reckless stuff I am just going to be the person I was meant to be.

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2017-01-01T20:52:31+01:00

goals

Publié par Gaelle.R 1 Janvier 2017 à 08:52 PM

hi there !

So it's a new year and I am not all about the new year new me stuff because I like myself but I still need to change a little bit but I don't think I should change myself completely. Why would I choose to do something like that? I mean I am not judging you if you believe in that new year new me stuff. All I can say is I need to switch my game cause some people be all up in my grill like hey chill, I am about to switch so that they won't even know what i'm going to do next (hahahaha)

Anyways this year when I want something and I really put some thought into it I will go get it. I will wake myself up and force myself to do all the things that I said that I will never do before. I will challenge myself, I will open myself up to some people who were in my life for sooo long but still don't know me. After that I will still have a small group of friends I don't want and I don't need a lot of friends I feel weird when I have too many people that I have to keep tract of because once you're my friend you're mine, you're life is now my life we are living it LOL !!!We are in this together. I mean I have many friends but I know who are my closest friends and it's not that much. I can say that I feel more comfortable in one on one type of friendship because I do not like to share. Unless we are all close the same way then I won't have a problem but after that.... we have to talk LOL. OK so this year if I change then be it but I like the person that I am I just need some adjustment but that's about it.

Honestly this year I will not be scared to say how I feel because holding it in is not a great feeling you just have all of these thoughts bottled up in your mind and you don't even know how to get them out. You're just here thinking what am I going to do with all of that...what am I going to do now? all you have to do is say how you feel or express how you feel through actions... do whatever it is to get all of those feelings out of you. Don't hold grudges or anything that can interrupt the peace in your life. Let the people who did you wrong go but forgive them because if you don't forgive you will still talk about it and that is not peace. Let those people go, you might not forget what they did to you but you can still forgive them. Don't talk bad about people you don't know because you don't even know them.

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