goals

hi there ! 

So it's a new year and I am not all about the new year new me stuff because I like myself but I still need to change a little bit but I don't think I should change myself completely. Why would I choose to do something like that? I mean I am not judging you if you believe in that new year new me stuff. All I can say is I need to switch my game cause some people be all up in my grill like hey chill, I am about to switch so that they won't even know what i'm going to do next (hahahaha)

Anyways this year when I want something and I really put some thought into it I will go get it. I will wake myself up and force myself to do all the things that I said that I will never do before. I will challenge myself, I will open myself up to some people who were in my life for sooo long but still don't know me. After that I will still have a small group of friends I don't want and I don't need a lot of friends I feel weird when I have too many people that I have to keep tract of because once you're my friend you're mine, you're life is now my life we are living it LOL !!!We are in this together. I mean I have many friends but I know who are my closest friends and it's not that much. I can say that I feel more comfortable in one on one type of friendship because I do not like to share. Unless we are all close the same way then I won't have a problem but after that.... we have to talk LOL. OK so this year if I change then be it but I like the person that I am I just need some adjustment but that's about it. 

Honestly this year I will not be scared to say how I feel because holding it in is not a great feeling you just have all of these thoughts bottled up in your mind and you don't even know how to get them out. You're just here thinking what am I going to do with all of that...what am I going to do now? all you have to do is say how you feel or express how you feel through actions... do whatever it is to get all of those feelings out of you. Don't hold grudges or anything that can interrupt the peace in your life. Let the people who did you wrong go but forgive them because if you don't forgive you will still talk about it and that is not peace. Let those people go, you might not forget what they did to you but you can still forgive them. Don't talk bad about people you don't know because you don't even know them.