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2023-10-08T03:44:58+02:00
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2023-10-08T03:43:52+02:00
Publié depuis Eklablog
“I don’t know how to feel, but I want you to understand.
The tears aren’t coming and my heart is broken each time I think of you.
I want to hold you and take your pain away.
I want to kiss you and feel your heartbeat against my chest.”
2023-10-07T03:43:10+02:00
2023-10-06T04:41:54+02:00
Publié depuis Eklablog
Biggest misconceptions about me.
- That I am shy: quite the contrary I like to say that I am shy when it’s convenient for me, when I don’t want to go to a party or go up in front of people to do something when deep down I know I am fully capable of doing it but I just don’t want to. I can talk to anyone and I am not afraid to talk in public either.
- That I am quiet: I am not quiet well at least not when I am with someone that I am comfortable with.
- That I am boring: actually I love it when people think I’m boring because I know they only think that because they don’t know me well or they have not spend any time with me and I have not shown them my personality yet. So it’s fine, I won’t fight anyone on this believe whatever you want.
- That I am serious: I look very intimidating! But I am a goofball my face says mess around and you’ll find out but once you talk to me it’s like “ Heyy” lol I’m a happy go lucky type of girl.
2023-10-05T01:40:26+02:00
Publié depuis Eklablog
spoiled.
I deserve flowers, to be held gently, to be kissed slowly and passionately. I am not hard to love and I am deserving of everything good.
2023-10-05T00:58:57+02:00
2023-10-05T00:50:17+02:00
Publié depuis Eklablog
My priorities don't involve having a large group of friends; it never was. I always had 1 best friend that I trusted and I couldn't feel at ease in a group of friends, there's just too much drama. People may think I am boring because I prefer to be home on the weekends, I don't like parties, and I love sleeping. I am not concerned about being accepted by other people, I am living for me and I am doing things that are beneficial for me. I am not worried about anyone's approval and I will not hide who I really am for the sake of being liked.
2023-10-05T00:26:26+02:00
2023-10-04T13:52:06+02:00
update
I was extremely tired yesterday, and I made a ton of grammatical errors in my writing lol! I just realize that this morning because I slept for 10 hours yesterday after work! I was so happy to get home and I just took a shower, went straight to bed! I forgot to feed my cats they woke me up around 4 am to feed them because they were so hungry! I was so tired I forgot about them, and I felt so bad, but they are fed now; I gave them a delicious breakfast too.
So I exaggerated as I normally do when I am upset! My hair didn't fell out that much, just the ends but they were already fragile so that's why they came out so easily. My hair is really strong, I am surprised the small comb didn't break! and this experience has shown me just how amazing my hair is in the recovering process. I did wash it again and gave myself a very well-deserved scalp massage, my hair is okay, but I am not! I am still upset about what the girl did to me, and she still didn't offer to give me a refund. It's whatever because she spent 5 hours pretending to be doing my hair and all of that was for nothing. I wish her the best, but she will not hear from me again.
2023-10-03T20:27:17+02:00
shadow work.
In life it is extremely important that you know yourself and what you want; but if you don't know who you are or what you want doing shadow work exercises can help. You can also do shadow work exercises even if you already know who you are; you can use it as a way to uncover hard truths about yourself, discover your traumas so that you can begin your healing process. just google shadow work prompts and you will find tons of questions to help you... this is also a form of therapy and it's free.