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2026-07-06T13:59:00+02:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R 6 Juillet 2026 à 01:59 PM

World cup thoughts

was I surprised that Brazil went home yesterday? not one bit! I wanted Norway to qualify actually. I didn't think Brazil could come back from 2 goals certainly not at the 90th minutes! putting Neymar in at the 60th minutes did nothing as expected, yes he took a penalty and I half expected him to miss. Haaland has been working really hard and he deserved this win! he literally carried Norway on his back. Brazil hasn't been the same since Pele, Kaka, Ronaldinho, Ronaldo left. Vinicius Jr can't carry Brazil all on his own like Haaland is doing for Norway which by the way is his first world cup! Norway hasn't been in the world cup for 23 years.

Neymar crying at the end as if he worked hard for this! lol he hasn't played with Brazil since 2023. He's been partying, drinking alcohol, eating whatever that's not how an athlete should live! it's poor diet all around, playing video games all night without any adequate sleep, sleeping with multiple girls, too many injuries...what energy and strength would you have for the world cup?? it's not like Cristiano Ronaldo who's 41 years old by the way and who's fit for the world cup, Cristiano eats well, always working out, doesn't drink alcohol, sleep well as he's always prioritizing his health which is why he can still play well today. Neymar can't even run! Cristiano who's way older has more strength, more stamina and more vibrant than Neymar

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2026-07-05T19:24:20+02:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R 5 Juillet 2026 à 07:24 PM

Memories :

There are some parts of my life that I genuinely do not remember. Literally huge chunks of my life that I cannot recall. While on the treadmill I got flashback of something that happened to me when I was either 16 or 17 years old. I only remember it because of the book that I am currently reading. In the book the main character’s mother locked her outside in the snow without shoes as child just to punish her.

In the house I was living in during that time I didn’t have a house key so I couldn’t leave or come in as I please this is how much I was not welcomed there. If I was locked out, then I was locked out! I had no phone which was on purpose. One day I came home early from school, it was during the winter and I stood out there in the cold for hours. My jacket was really thin because a thicker jacket cost a lot more and I wasn’t deserving of a good jacket. I got frostbite on my hands and feet, no one cared. While I waited for someone to come home, I cried, wished for my mom because she was the only person who could make everything better. I was made fun of and disregarded for missing my mother as if that wasn’t a natural response for a teenager to miss the only caregiver they’ve known their whole life. I was punish for missing my mom hence why I only got one phone call a week as if I was in jail and I wasn’t allowed to even have a phone. Any electronic devices I had didn’t have internet on it or taken from me out of spite. I was a child and no one cared !and I wasn’t a bad kid. All I did was read books and stay inside, I was quiet and shy. I read soo many books in high school to escape my harsh reality. I am an escapist reader, I read to escape my life I don’t read to figure my life out. I don’t like self help books.

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2026-07-02T18:34:52+02:00

what I want in a relationship

Publié par Gaelle.R 2 Juillet 2026 à 06:34 PM

I am going to talk about what I potentially want in a relationship, and before any of you say " well what can you bring to that relationship" this is not about I can bring, this is about some of the things I am looking for. I never tell a man what I am looking for in a relationship because he can easily try to be that person for a while and then completely change to who he actually is. I'd rather he comes to me flawed and I decide if I want to put up with that or not.

I want someone who's kind. No one can fake that especially not with me because I can always see right through the people in my life. Meaning I want someone who's gentle with me even when he is mad, someone who kisses me every time we're together because physical touch is one of my love languages. Which is weird because I hate being touch! but for the people I love and feel comfortable with I will lean in and even ask them to touch me. Someone who doesn't swears at least not in my presence, who's respectful. Who kisses me gently and softly. who's supportive of me in anything that I do, whether it's my fitness goals, spiritual goals, mental health goals.... anything. Someone who's generous and I don't mean materialistically but with his time, his attention and his resources. who holds my hand when we walk and when I am having a panic attack, who speaks life into me when I feel insecure. encourages me to do the things that scares me but gently, don't force me!
someone who reassures me, I need it 100%. I need him to tell me what he likes about me, tell me that he loves me daily, what he likes when I do certain things, does he appreciate me and what I am doing. Check in on me throughout the day or after every argument, following through his promises, listen without dismissing my feelings or without telling me I am overreacting, just listen...It takes me time to express myself but please be patient and listen. Says things like " I'm here for you, we will fix this, you don't have to handle this alone. If I am worried after an argument him telling me and him meaning those words like "my feelings doesn't change when it comes to you, you're important to me, this doesn't change anything."
being honest, tell me how it is even if it will hurt me. Don't hide anything whether you cheated on me, stole from me, likes someone else, doesn't love me anymore, want to break up...just tell me. Chances are I already feel when things aren't right and it will eat at my soul so tell me straight up to take me out of my misery.
someone who's selfless. I am selfless, someone who would drop everything for me. Leave his job to come be my side if an accident or something tragic happens. Someone who stays with me at the hospital, hold me while I cry, does not judge me for my past mistakes but instead gently reminds me of what I need to work on, I don't mind being held accountable in a respectful way, he doesn't belittle me or talks down to me.
doesn't give me a reason to doubt him. I can go on his phone if I want to and he wouldn't mind, I could log onto his dms anytime and he wouldn't mind. I won't do that because I hate going through people's phone but if it came down to it, he wouldn't mind.
never yell at me, I hate confrontation and when that happens, I usually shut down. I don't like being in a chaotic environment where there's yelling, drunk people, loud music all the time, loud people. I am a very gentle, mellow and calm person...I don't like loud noises, so he knows that and he is gentle by nature.
who let me be myself without judgment! I can be playful, crazy, freaky, serious, childish, stubborn and overall loving but he lets me be myself without judgments

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2026-07-01T17:47:27+02:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R 1 Juillet 2026 à 05:47 PM

France is a really good team, and I have to admit I don't see many teams beating them that easily. I wanted portugal to be in the final with France but I don't see it. The way portugal is playing they get knocked out soon if they don't tightening up, and they need to pass the ball to Ronaldo more often. I get it Ronaldo is old but he can still score and he's very fit!

France attack is solid! and their defense is phenomenal. It's one of the best teams playing in the worldcup along with Argentina. I would hate to see another Argentina vs france in the final final because I am traumatized from last time...I don't want it. I would take spain vs france in the final actually.

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2026-07-01T17:44:19+02:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R 1 Juillet 2026 à 05:44 PM

I am finally being released from the shackles of the luteal phase, I have my period. Thank God because I was about to jump off a bridge Friday night (it's a joke please don't call for a welfare check on me) that's what I mean when I say my sense of humor is dark. I am fine now, although I have a lot of cramps. I can't wait to go home and get in bed to sleep the whole afternoon. My period was actually 4 days late but she's here so whatever...

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