feeling small.

Have you ever felt so small that you questioned your whole existence? and you start asking yourself am I smart enough? good enough? pretty enough? worthy enough? I think we all have. If I feel that way from time to time that means someone else is going through it or have been through it. I don't really care about physical appearance because deep down I don't want to be faced with the idea that I am not pretty in someone else's eye (truth is we can never be attractive for everyone) there's always that one person ready to point out your flaws and always there to remind you that there are girls that are prettier than you. Honestly my main focus is not about being beautiful it is more about self love and feeling comfortable in our own skin and that my friend is true beauty, to be able to love yourself entirely and to accept yourself where no one else can make you feel bad about who you are or what you look like because you have already accepted who you are.I am talking to the ladies right now, I know we are worried about what we look like in someone else's eyes especially our significant other, but all of that have to stop when we start focusing on ourselves and not relying on someone else's approval. God created each one of us at his image and he made sure that we have all that we need, it's up to us to reach in from within us to access our strength. We may get weak and weary which is why I always advice someone to pray because we won't always be strong... some days we may feel so weak that we may not be able to see ourselves making it through the day. 

Beside that I personally hate comparison because simply it doesn't help anything. I am already created, I cannot be reborn and I cannot be like another I was made to look like this and to be myself(I can change for the better but I cannot change my whole self, like you asking for too much bruh). Why would you compare me to the next person simply because you think that I am lacking something? as If  I can get what I am lacking from the next person when you compare me to that person, so you're just doing it to make me feel bad. I don't care how many mistakes I've made, If I hurt you it may be intentionally or unintentionally you have no right to tell me that I have to be like someone else...I am not saying that what I did was right but you can simply talk to me directly. It is up to me to change don't make me feel ashamed of what I did by comparing me to someone else that you think is much better than me. Parents do that when they compare one sibling to another, that is not okay because both of them are two different people. As they grow they may get jealous of one another.

we all have our own strength and it may take a while for you to discover what you can do. I personally am scared of a lot of things and one of them is public speaking but I was surprised to see how well I did a presentation in class the other day, yes I was cared and shaking like a wet dog but It got easier as I started talking and I was like "uh that's not so bad." I believe that each one of us can do way more than we think. we are stronger than we imagined, we just have to be patient with ourselves and allow us to grow to find out what kind of superpower  we have underneath this skin.