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For those of you that keep coming back I am glad that you do. I guarantee you that you won't be disappointed as you start reading my blog. You might be a bit surprise because of how my mind works but I am not sharing everything because there are something that some people put out there that change the way other people see them. It may be just a status that you wrote yourself out of anger or frustration or a quote you shared  that make someone or a group of people see you as an impostor as in you are pretending someone that you aren't. I said this before I don't really care about what people think anymore but sometimes I feel like a person can avoid certain things. For example if you are not gay or bisexual why are you  saying that you are or sharing things that make other people think that you are gay. I just feel like if you are not something don't make it sound like you are because you're going to make the people that you really care about doubt you. Just because something is or seems cool does not necessarily mean that it is for you. Don't get me wrong I love to support people who are trying to grow or trying to change themselves but if you are trying to fit in by following the crowd I may not support you because I've seen it already and usually going with the flow doesn't usually end well. 

By following someone else's footstep might make you lose yourself meaning you are not you when you are trying to be like someone else. If you've been used to doing things on your own now you will need their approval that you are doing it right, you might wait for them to do something so you can do it too. STOP and create your own thing, STOP waiting for other people to tell you what to do... ask yourself what do I want? and think about it even if it might not be what everyone want but at least you know what it is. I am not here to tell you what to do I am here to motivate you to keep you going and I am here to motivate myself too. Sometimes I say something here and I pause and think I should do the same thing too. I am not a goody two shoes I make mistakes just like you, I expect things that went wrong just like you, I have been let down just like you, I have been put down and I should've said something most times I do but we have that one point where we just give up on things... a point where we are confuse and we start asking what did I do wrong ? wasn't I enough? why? I know that I said that you are more than enough and that you shouldn't let anyone else make you feel otherwise all of that is true. But sometimes we forget our worth and we get hurt or hurt other people easily not because we don't know any better but only because we are hurting. There is no shame in feeling deeply sad. I feel this way quite often and in those times I don't wish to see or talk anyone and I don't wish to be anywhere but in my room. It's not healthy and if you ever feel this way you should force yourself to go outside you may not stay but at least go somewhere or pray about it. Nothing last forever and this feeling of sadness shall past too...It takes courage to pick yourself up when you are feeling really sad, it takes courage to go out when you don't want to but you go in the hope that your mood will change. If you are a moody person then you know exactly what I mean. You are not sick because you feel deeply sad. "To be happy you would have to know what sadness is."