Publié depuis Eklablog

That feeling when you want to run, cry,scream all at once but you can't move. You don't even want to move. That thing that's eating your heart. you're thinking about so many things... why me? what did I do to deserve this? Why am I feeling this way? Why did this happened to me? 

I felt like an outsider for once. Between us there was never anything separating us  but today I realize that I was wrong. There was a lot of space between us and I wish I didn't see that...I wish I was still in the dark because I was so happy not knowing. and now that I know I am not sure what I'm going to do...how could I possibly? why did I ever think that I deserve something so great? I trusted you so much...It hurts and I am not sure where...all the things being said they cut like knives...I wish I never let you have that power...but it's too late now. It still hurt more than could ever possibly imagine. I saw my reflection when I look at you but now I am not sure anymore... I took notes because you did too and I never noticed because I was too comfortable. I needed you so much...you made me stay...you gave me a reason and you never knew that...I don't know how i'm suppose to feel...