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what I miss most is how we used to talk in the beginning the way we both were in sync.

the way we would finish each other's sentence and the way we used to look at each other as if it was a promise to meet again to finish that same conversation.

what I miss the most is not the way we argue but the way we used to make up after we argue and the way you used to say sorry after you jokingly hurt my feelings. I would forgive you because I didn't know what else to do and I wanted you so bad. 

What I wanted to hold on to was your smile and the way you used to look at me each time I said something funny or each time you wanted to get my attention...

But with time I realize that this can't be... it is not what it seemed and it hurts even though I couldn't admit it out loud. It felt like I was the price and you were just trying to win me over and after that what next?

do you even know?