I am tired of waiting and guessing.
I am tired of asking "why is this happening to me".
I don't want to feel like this anymore I have tried many times to change things but I always end up right where I was.
I have been trying to figure out what the present has in store for me and all I've got is a decline debit card.
I have been trying to see what's on the other side but instead I found another door with a broken key.
All the things that I used to love are now forgotten and all I am left with is a continuing boredom.
I cannot hide what I have been feeling but somehow no one seem to know about it.